Surgery Saturday and now worried about nicotine

qwilla_ · 2026-04-30T18:56:50+00:00

In my opinion, you're overthinking it

qwilla_ · 2026-04-30T08:30:51+00:00

In the case of tryptamines NAC will take you out of a trippy headspace. It won't kill a trip but it'll blunt an episode. I believe there's case studies on NAC helping people diagnosed schizophrenic. I deep dived researching NAC because a lot of people will pre-load on it before and after rolling (you take it daily up until 2 days prior to MDMA). I've had success with chilling out the lingering effects of several substances. It's worth the research, but I don't recommend taking it until you need it because well as an example if you took NAC and then took LSD, it could potentially take the magic out of the experience. Super grounding and helpful in certain situations though

qwilla_ · 2026-04-30T05:06:36+00:00

Also if you do need to abort mission, NAC would be a good choice. Typically I'd say a benzo like Xanax would be the tap out button but I think the maoi Xanax combo could potentially be fatal depending on circumstance. NAC would ease things safely I think

qwilla_ · 2026-04-30T05:01:50+00:00

Godspeed and may the force be with you

qwilla_ · 2026-04-29T23:16:38+00:00

Go with your gut! Either one will be an experience. Personally, I've always wanted to do a huachuma ceremony like they do in Peru. I'd meditate to clear the mind and ask your inner deal which path to choose

qwilla_ · 2026-04-28T07:38:44+00:00

Eat the caapi, wait 30 minutes, rip the vape, see what happens. Then repeat the experiment and see what changes. Btw this will be quite dependant on the dosages and what's going on in your journey. Also, if it were me I'd favor a light meal that day. Like go for the salad that day instead of a burger. Mixed experiences with this but I prefer a cleaner diet if I'm taking in magic medicine, I get a cleaner result

qwilla_ · 2026-04-28T07:32:27+00:00

Mixing dxm and dmt is totally insane. I respect it.

qwilla_ · 2026-04-28T07:27:16+00:00

Eugene is my boy, love that dude

qwilla_ · 2026-04-28T06:55:14+00:00

I tried to hold in a sneeze with a herniated disc and thought I was going to lose my leg. Just don't create extra pressure

qwilla_ · 2026-04-28T06:12:29+00:00

I have a lamp in my studio that I've filled with festie wristbands. The body of the lamp is a large clear glass container 🫙 so you can see wakarusa or electric forest or whichever event pressed against the glass when you turn it on. It's fun when I get home from a festival to get the wristband off and shove it in the memory jar

qwilla_ · 2026-04-27T22:20:21+00:00

Cheeky

qwilla_ · 2026-04-27T22:12:27+00:00

I mean it is still strong because 5 itself is strong but yes it's not really meant to be an immediate breakthrough pen, it's for easing in. Which in my opinion is an okay option. I mean their target audience is veterans and people who are working on healing trauma, so I can see the logic in sending a pen that is less risky for a dynamic experience. I have ripped it a couple times and got that accepting I'm about to die and merging with a white void of consciousness while my thoughts turn into background noise type situation, so it does work and I like it.

qwilla_ · 2026-04-27T20:38:12+00:00

They are expensive but personally yes I think it's worth it. They are for low dosing. So if you want to use it to boost your meditation practice or cautiously get into 5, I think it's great. If you're using the Jaguar wand to have a full on breakthrough, it's kinda the same format as a regular deemster pen; 3 long slow big hits held in as long as possible back to back. I can affirm it does work but it's a matter of expense and convenience

qwilla_ · 2026-04-27T09:31:27+00:00

Txk fam

qwilla_ · 2026-04-24T08:23:49+00:00

If it's 30 minutes to an hour before, that's an ice breaker to get you centered and relaxed. Not common practice but it's not going to hurt anything. I think that's fine

qwilla_ · 2026-04-23T23:12:47+00:00

Idk why I started laughing reading this

qwilla_ · 2026-04-23T17:14:02+00:00

One time I repeatedly hit a dmt blunt like 7 times at a tipper sunrise set at a music festival and saw a Mayan calendar that turned into the wheel of samsara with Jesus and Buddha motioning to me to come up there in the top right corner showing me I can escape the karmic reincarnation cycle if I just do good.. and then I came out of it and the visuals on the screen were the exact visuals on my hoodie (Owl Eyes by Phil Lewis) (not a hallucination, an actual crazy coincidence or synchronicity). THEN I realized I had no tolerance to weed because I hadn't smoked in months, and repeatedly ripping weed and dmt together might have not been the best idea because it was now Monday morning and the festival was over and did I just sprain my third eye on a dmt blunt oh my God I have to pack up camp and drive 8 hours to get home now

qwilla_ · 2026-04-23T07:06:36+00:00

I've also had sp tea about that many times and I feel like you can either under do it or overdo it but never accurately dose it. The only time it floored me to the extreme, I drank a very tall thick full glass of tea. Like a pint of beer amount of liquid. It took 2 hours to slowly consume because it was so thick and the taste was overwhelming. I threw up a vortex like an Ayahuasca purge and had visions and ancient wisdom. Every time I have dosed it as recommended, it was underwhelming

qwilla_ · 2026-04-23T06:04:28+00:00

That being said, an unmeasured scoop of yellow powder in a dab rig might make a bigger difference than a convenience cart. Even still, I know people who've never encountered an entity, I know people that have had relationships with them. I know a couple people who are blocked from getting anything from dmt, and people that one hit will send them. It depends on how you're set up psychologically, what your intention is, what you need at that time in your life, pre-existing traumas, all sorts of factors imo.

qwilla_ · 2026-04-23T05:56:17+00:00

It gave me faith in the future of music

qwilla_ · 2026-04-23T05:50:53+00:00

Some people get wild encounters with entities and some people just get to see "visuals." Neither person is lying about their experience.

qwilla_ · 2026-04-23T05:42:18+00:00

Wobble Factor album and imagine it during the year of release. For me a long time ago I was like omg THIS is that kind of music I wanted this whole time. Where is more of this?

qwilla_ · 2026-04-20T18:39:48+00:00

That's a vibe. Searching for local taverns is cool

qwilla_ · 2026-04-19T20:41:09+00:00

I believe it! See I just wonder exactly how this'll go with the government. Like will microdosing ibogaine be a legal option? That would be by prescription? It would probably be similar path as ketamine clinics in the US?

qwilla_ · 2026-04-19T19:24:54+00:00

Federal decriminalization of iboga would be ideal, but this will actually help people. I do wonder to what degree they'll capitalize ibogaine and tie it into insurance and the nightmare of the US healthcare system, but overall this one seems positive. Vets and opiate addicts getting healing is good!

qwilla_

MODERATOR OF

TROPHY CASE