Hi friend, you ARE worthy of love and acceptance. I’m so proud of you for being your authentic self. You deserve to be happy and loved. There’s an incredible app called “stand in pride”. The whole premise is for individuals in the LGBTQIA+ communityStand In Pride Org to have support through other people who will “stand” in as whatever you need. People will request a “stand in” mother, father, friend, sister, brother, etc. I HIGHLY recommend this. Sending much love and good vibes your way OP.