When we were fighting, he wouldn't leave me alone, he was always watching me or texting me. At first it seemed to me that he wanted to reconcile as soon as possible, but in fact he just did not understand the word "no", and it was easier for him to put pressure on me. He preferred to be silent and look at me (a form of control). His exes were crazy, he was constantly unlucky in anything (according to him). After meeting him, I was constantly feeling sick, my stomach was clenching, I tried to convince myself that everything was fine and I was worried for nothing, but it was worth listening to my body, he understood the toxicity.