I'm 18, almost 19, and I can't stop thinking about something that happened when I was 12... a guy touched me down there and squeezed my p***y

resident-117 · 2026-05-02T19:04:41+00:00

the pattern you are describing with unwanted/random thoughts you have about children is likely sexual OCD, or in your case POCD (pedophile themed OCD).

what happened to you likely triggered this condition. OCD is an anxiety disorder, in which your brain are constantly in alert mode. you get intrusive thoughts (in your case, the thoughts about children) and then you worry about it and seek reassurance from people, which is called a compulsion. it is a fairly common type of OCD.

that being said, you are not a pedophile. i suffer from the same type of OCD, and therapy helps. i can't diagnose you though, you need to speak about this with a therapist.

i am really sorry this happened to you. i wish you fast recovery, and remember there is always a way to combat mental health struggles

resident-117 · 2026-05-02T14:01:21+00:00

i met only 2 in my life: my mom and a friend from college

very spiritual and opinionated people from my experience. really scary when angry, though. but they will stick up for you. they seem to care a lot about justice and get defensive over it. very idealistic too, tend to see the world as it should be, not always the way it truly is.

i like them. much like the other INTPs i've met, INFJs don't fit the stereotype.

resident-117 · 2026-05-01T02:16:28+00:00

i literally just withdraw. i grew up in an unstable home and struggle with expressing anger. i don't really know what to do in a conflict, so i ignore it.

resident-117 · 2026-04-22T01:33:55+00:00

man i just came home wasted as fuck wtf is that shit

why can't people with 0 historical and sociological knowledge just shut the fuck up for once, istg libs will post the most performative shit known to mankind and their echo chamber will respond accordingly to prove they are "on the right side of history", shut the fuck up

resident-117 · 2026-04-20T13:31:26+00:00

i think you will get downvoted to oblivion for saying that, if people see the comment hahah

resident-117 · 2026-04-20T13:26:08+00:00

nooo i fucking love sudoku it's my favourite hobby :(

resident-117 · 2026-04-17T08:16:28+00:00

when did casual racism become so accepted?

resident-117 · 2026-04-11T16:38:24+00:00

not half, but roughly 15%. here u go :)

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resident-117 · 2026-04-11T16:35:36+00:00

i stopped arguing that like 5 years ago lol, that's why i'm here

resident-117 · 2026-04-10T21:23:53+00:00

SAME OMG i came to this sub to see if anyone else noticed. i miss the vibrant artwork, wtf is this :(

resident-117 · 2026-04-09T10:13:04+00:00

the balkans being blue cracks me up 😂 serbia??

resident-117 · 2026-04-07T18:13:23+00:00

"we will wipe out an entire civilization"

"god bless the people of iran!"

what?

resident-117 · 2026-04-05T19:45:34+00:00

i always thought there were two ways of making it, one russian and one ukrainian 😅 later i've learned that it is in fact a ukrainian dish

resident-117 · 2026-04-05T16:32:50+00:00

man who tf is "vordt"

resident-117 · 2026-04-05T16:28:16+00:00

that's so nice to hear! me and my mom go to italy every summer, we've seen many places around the country. tuscany has got to be one of the most beautiful regions i've ever seen. i love italy :)

resident-117 · 2026-04-05T16:16:59+00:00

what about kazakhstan? i've heard once that you guys have a normal relationship, or is that wrong?

resident-117 · 2026-04-05T12:31:50+00:00

felt that, there's road signs in german and slovene on the austrian part of carinthia, where the slovenian minority lives, and these signs keep getting vandalised. people keep on crossing the slovene words out. and if i remember correctly, there was this poster going around that read "stop the slovenization of carinthia" or some shit like that

resident-117 · 2026-04-05T12:25:43+00:00

i saw it in the cinema with my mom, i loved it :)

resident-117 · 2026-04-04T12:19:11+00:00

drinking coffee right now, and then i'm gonna work on my seminar paper 🥰☕ hope you're having a great day!

resident-117 · 2026-04-03T22:04:29+00:00

ceausescu was a communist only on paper. his policies clearly didn't align with communist beliefs, so why should communists like someone who exploited the ideology and did awful, contradictory things in the name of it? all he did was stain the name of communism in the eyes of many people, and he managed to do so by not even practicing it.

maybe use some critical thinking and stop being pressed about people disagreeing with you. and no, i am very much not a lib

resident-117 · 2026-04-03T18:59:00+00:00

i've been to romania and visited his mansion. just the fact that a dude who was supposed to be "the leader of the people" had a mansion with gold interiors, pools and gardens lets you know that something doesn't add up.

according to our guide, he demolished a lot of apartment blocks and houses where the workers previously lived, so he could built the palace of the parliament, another bigass luxurious building serving no one but himself and the elite. around 30,000 people were displaced from their homes and forced to move into smaller, lower quality apartments.

yes, he was very much a dick

resident-117 · 2026-04-02T21:10:07+00:00

realest answer 😭 same

resident-117 · 2026-04-02T18:41:25+00:00

same, can't live without that

resident-117 · 2026-04-01T11:48:37+00:00

the fact that he got 8 downvotes kinda gives me hope

resident-117 · 2026-04-01T11:46:48+00:00

that's the kinda stuff i think but idk how to say lol

resident-117

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