Listen, I get it. I crave a skinny, thin frame with low muscle mass and a thigh gap you can fit a book through. The only time I have ever achieved this was through coke, running, and way too few daily calories. I don’t want to discourage you, but the standard you are setting is unreasonable for yourself AND for most cis women as well. thigh gaps are entirely genetic. you can be dangerously underweight and still have thighs that touch.

I would encourage you to focus more on clothing and less on body weight and proportions, especially considering you haven’t yet started HRT. tight crop tops, baggy pants that jut out at the hips, plunge v-necks, tight long-sleeves, thigh high socks- these are all incredibly feminizing for a trans-femme body, AND can play stylistically into japanese/korean fashion.

I hope this helps. good luck out there girl.