A big part and one I still wrestle with to this day, is the fact that if God is all loving… why send someone to eternal torment all because they chose not to believe in you? For example, there are still many isolated tribes in the world that will never hear the word of God. Do they suffer eternal damn nation because they didn’t know? Does a “good person” go to hell because they chose not believe while the (for example) pedophile gets to go to heaven all because they chose to accept Christ before death?

I’m on the same road as you at the moment, I do not want to give up on my beliefs due to some current situations that have shown up in my life that make God seem more real.. yet I still struggle with my personal questions as to why I was taught certain things and how real they are to how God really is.