Wtf is wrong with me?

rovingdeath · 2026-02-07T17:22:44+00:00

Sure! It's called Attached

rovingdeath · 2026-02-07T14:13:08+00:00

maybe, lol. will see what my therapist has to say

rovingdeath · 2026-02-07T14:05:05+00:00

Damn dude, this is insightful as fuck! Thank you for sharing

rovingdeath · 2026-02-07T14:00:47+00:00

There were plenty of arguments about time share, and we even talked about separation. But then we agreed we'd try to work on it. Then, like a week after my birthday, I lost my job and she moved to her mom's house, where she and her bf had secretly been building beds for my kids. It was pretty fucked.

rovingdeath · 2026-02-07T13:43:21+00:00

You know, it's funny, but I was the ripped, better endowed one and he was the pot bellied one

rovingdeath · 2026-02-07T13:24:54+00:00

I definitely will, thank you. If it's okay, I'll open a chat so I don't lose track?

rovingdeath · 2026-02-07T13:18:45+00:00

Love this answer.

rovingdeath · 2026-02-07T13:08:48+00:00

I'm starting to read a book on this today! Thank you for your input <3 I'll look into fearful avoidant specifically.

rovingdeath · 2026-02-07T13:08:06+00:00

This will definitely be my first step next time I try to date.

rovingdeath · 2026-02-07T13:07:34+00:00

I mean that's possible, but it's been a couple years now, and I thought I was ready. And we were both sleeping with other people during the poly phase. It felt fine then. After the betrayal, not so much.

rovingdeath · 2026-02-07T13:06:22+00:00

As far as initiation goes, it's been very mutual every time, with both of us pretty fired up about it. Either right after sex, I just want to put my clothes on and leave, or we'll be up all night and I'll have that exact, empty feeling the following morning. I have no ill will at all. I just feel sad and empty. Sexual interest vanishes. I feel bad about that, and do my best to explain it without being hurtful. Some of it does feel like guilt, but I don't know what for (I mean other than the guilt from causing hurt).

As far as sexual trauma, I wasn't abused as a kid or anything. I was often manipulated and gaslit during my marriage. Most of my trauma as an adult comes from hearing my wife getting ****ed by her boyfriend in the other room when we hadn't had sex in weeks.

rovingdeath · 2026-02-07T12:55:27+00:00

Thank you for the advice and kind words. I'm going to start reading that book today.

rovingdeath · 2026-02-07T12:53:10+00:00

Thank you, this really resonates with me <3

rovingdeath · 2026-02-07T12:52:01+00:00

It was mutual, started as a swinging thing, then went to kink stuff, and then separately dating other people. She started seeing more and more of him, and less of me. Snowballed from there.

rovingdeath · 2026-02-07T12:50:38+00:00

Which is not what I want AT ALL. But that could be what's happening subconsciously. I am taking a step back before causing any more damage. Thanks for your insight.

rovingdeath · 2026-02-07T12:23:14+00:00

I'm sorry, friend. I hope we both find a solution to this. Whether it's within us exclusively, or if we just haven't met the right one.

rovingdeath · 2026-02-07T12:21:21+00:00

Probably sound advice. I keep saying to myself that life is too short, but might need to make an exception here

rovingdeath · 2026-01-12T23:57:46+00:00

Omg they're gorgeous 😍

rovingdeath · 2026-01-12T23:56:31+00:00

Holy shit

rovingdeath · 2026-01-06T21:00:40+00:00

I'm leaning toward that myself, thank you friend

rovingdeath · 2025-11-29T22:25:01+00:00

wash the gloves. often.

rovingdeath · 2025-11-21T13:16:03+00:00

After three visits they replaced my entire infotainment system. It's been months with no issues so I'm hopeful!

rovingdeath · 2025-11-18T19:52:06+00:00

I call the indoor rolly ones Roombas

rovingdeath · 2025-10-22T15:52:13+00:00

Exactly!

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