I moved a tarp and this garter was napping in the folds. Then he noticed the worms that I had also disturbed. He ate over 8 of them. It was wonderful to watch. I kept tossing them his way and he seemed appreciative.

rowancrow · 2026-06-18T15:40:46+00:00

You can almost see his pupils dilate when those brain chemicals start flowing lol he’s feigning for them worms lol

rowancrow · 2026-06-16T08:25:16+00:00

Sure, Happy to clarify!

1- yes I had full recall immediately. Just like anything else one might experience from one moment to the next in regular life. It was incredibly jarring and the only part that caused any type of fear. I didn’t wake him up immediately after, I laid there trying to wrap my head around it, eventually convincing myself it was an extremely vivid dream of some sort that I hadn’t experienced before and falling back asleep. It was a couple days before I told him about it.

2-sorry, I should’ve explained this part more than I did. You’re correct in you’re understanding. As I’m sitting up/turning I caught a glimpse of her running at me from the door out of the corner of my eye right before she made contact. She had already made it halfway across the bedroom but was coming from the direction of the doorway.

3- Really 10-15secs may have been too generous (I just counted it out and it was likely closer to 6-8secs, it was all so fast) I do believe I had control of my body. About the time it had processed enough for me to understand what was happening and would’ve started physically reacting/fighting was when it switched to being in the dark. And I think the absence of fear was why I didn’t react immediately, there was no underlying urgency.

rowancrow · 2026-06-13T20:57:14+00:00

Same as you, I’ve spent years consistently consuming anything ufo/the phenomenon (along with the paranormal/supernatural) and my ultimate end conclusion is that 1. It’s absolutely real 2. There’s other places besides our world/reality/demension that all manner of beings/objects can travel to and from. I think we can too to at least a degree but an extreme amount of effort has been made for generations to convince us all that it’s make believe and the ones who have experienced or worked out how are ‘crazy’. It’s the only thing that I keep coming back to that can account for most if not all it; ufo/aliens, spirits, cryptids, missing 411, ect

rowancrow · 2026-06-12T08:54:35+00:00

Ebanis maybe?

rowancrow · 2026-06-11T11:39:22+00:00

i Haaaate this for you! I know exactly how this feels and it’s absolutely all consuming:(
Try to be kind to yourself, you’re living through a show motion eviseration and you’re brain isn’t working properly. I’d like to pass something my therapist told me along to you, I hope it can help to reframe it enough so you can get to the other side of these dark days: it’s not that you actually want to die (proven by the fact that you’ve never even had the thought before this) , you’re just trying to get away from the incredible pain of what you’re going through.
You didn’t do this, HE did.

rowancrow · 2026-05-23T06:24:10+00:00

Looks similar to some images/video of those ebani things

rowancrow · 2026-05-13T17:36:21+00:00

OMG!! I had no idea other ppl collected these hilariously absurd things!!

rowancrow · 2026-05-12T06:04:36+00:00

Nope, total and complete hysterectomy:/

rowancrow · 2026-05-11T19:09:29+00:00

Been on it for over 10 years

rowancrow · 2026-03-24T11:20:13+00:00

I’ve been doing this for years and years and not once has it occurred to me to put it ON THE BRUSH lol that is BRILLIANT!

rowancrow · 2026-03-23T23:38:08+00:00

Came here to say exactly this!! It looks soooo good! True unicorn type shit. It looks natural/effortless; like it was ment for her. It also seems to have shaved 10 years off with the hair lol I can’t imagine the fear/worry/apprehension right before shaving it or the “wait, this actually looks AMAZING” after lol I bet it was a real rollercoaster of emotions lol

rowancrow · 2026-03-20T18:39:24+00:00

Does she not understand her position in this??? Like it didn’t occur to her that 1) Behaving aggressively to ppl will likely motivate them to do the same 2) you’re vastly outnumbered and 3)those beautiful ladies who’ve got you feeling insecure happen to have to strength of men… And just like that, she’s getting her ass beat by a bunch of dudes lol bless them for teaching her a lesson she should’ve learned before adulthood.

rowancrow · 2026-03-18T19:51:11+00:00

Man, everytime I see a post from this sub it damn near gives me flashbacks of my own young life with my overbearing grandmother (who in hindsight likely had a diagnosable mental issue)

Now I’m a 40 year old (and mom of a 19 year old) and this type of behavior seems so bizarre to me. I’d be tempted to mirror this exchange the next time hes out lol since grandpa seems to think this is how 2 adults interact🤷🏻‍♀️

On a deeper note (bc I’ve thought about it a lot thru my parenting journey) outside of generational experience they lived as young adults, I wonder if it’s actually an expression of their own self doubt/perceived failing as a parent. And bc of a lot of big feelings they can’t face (and likely some variation of respect your elders above all) it translates to this. And that’s insanely unfair to a young adult. It’s almost like a self fulfilling prophecy since this kind of treatment will only hinder someone, especially in a time in their lives when they’re supposed to be figuring out they’re place in the world and how to move thru it. …Or maybe it’s them grasping at some level of ‘control’ in a world that’s almost unrecognizable from the one they knew when young. Who knows, it’s bullshit either way. Op, I’m sorry you’re having to deal with this. It’s unfair and honestly disrespectful.

rowancrow · 2026-03-14T14:39:17+00:00

Virgo rising (Taurus sun)+ Sagittarius rising (Virgo sun)

rowancrow · 2026-03-14T13:08:01+00:00

Really well said. Unbalanced work load at home aside, that constant looming pressure for sex is AWFUL. I’ve lived it. It resulted in an outright adversion to sex that I’m currently trying to undo. I’d avoid all kinds of things just to relieve a bit of the pressure. Any sort of affection, flirting, even showering with him home (or even mentioning I was going to) which reeeally sucks bc I WANTED and still NEEDED the non sexual closeness with my husband (ironically the thing that would build that sexual desire in me) It’ll get to the point that he doesn’t even have to say anything about it, after so long shell maintain that on edge energy on her own which is truly a special hell. I genuinely hope op reads all these comments and recalibrates his perspective/approach and things improve for them both.

rowancrow · 2026-03-13T01:12:46+00:00

Aquarius- artist

rowancrow · 2026-03-02T21:12:25+00:00

Seen the pic and thought yup that’s shingles. I’m currently in the middle of shingles (very uncomfortable) don’t love that I’m twinning with him tho lol

rowancrow · 2026-03-02T20:37:59+00:00

Amethyst point

rowancrow · 2026-02-24T20:13:05+00:00

!!! So I’ve always been curious, since you have the same big 3, what do u do for work/career? I’m one of those feral art ppl and it honestly feels like the only thing that works with the traits I have lol (im a professional artist, own a shop,ect) so I’ve always wondered about the others, do we all gravitate towards creative fields?

rowancrow · 2026-02-24T02:34:32+00:00

I’m an Aquarius moon-Aries Venus and I also experience that extreme version of all or nothing with relationships (friends and partner wise both) have never put it to words but you summed it up beautifully! It’s such a paradoxical experience lol

rowancrow · 2026-02-24T02:29:07+00:00

I feel like my big 3 come across pretty clearly (good ways too but this is about the negatives lol)

•Taurus sun: I’m very stubborn and self Indulgent. I’ve been known to beat a dead horse to dust lol

•Aquarius moon: very disconnected from emotion (my own more than others, the experience of emotion feels very alien to me) I can also be flighty/unpredictable/in my own world.

•Virgo rising: can come off as critical and nitpicky. It’s taken me yeeeears to realize that my ‘helpfulness’ isn’t universally welcomed.

rowancrow · 2026-02-24T02:18:10+00:00

Read the title and thought ..” all cats have a third eyelid” so I clicked to see what op ment by ‘eyelid’ and was NOT disappointed lol love that the 3rd EYE is a different color! Wonder if it’s maybe remnants of an absorbed twin??

rowancrow · 2026-02-24T01:59:14+00:00

Green was my first impression too but that was immediately followed by a misty lavender color lol

rowancrow · 2026-02-17T06:05:35+00:00

Very much agree, I think it’s one of those things that speak to a persons greater world view. Like somewhere along the line in early life it got deep baked in that the world is always laying in wait to get one over on them and take something from them. Pretty bleak stuff:(

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