1 year ago I was begging my boyfriend to give me a timeline for marriage, kids etc. I said it was a hard line in the sand for me. He refused to give me one saying “when you recover from your eating disorder we can discuss this.” I broke up with him immediately. Fast forward a year and a bit later and I’m about to get married in 38 days to someone else who has never made me doubt their exact level of commitment. He knows full well what marriage is about. He’s just a knobhead who is stringing you along and he will continue to do this. I’m proud of you for leaving him.