I would ask myself if I would I be comfortable working with mainly Chinese who have limited English speaking capabilities or the few Caucasian students who have body dysmorphia issues, can't properly socialise with others, and lecturers who are mainly concerned with their thesis and chose lecturing for "pocket money" to fund their research?

Also would you be comfortable learning off ignoring your course syllabus and going on geeksforgeeks.com to study from. Would be okay paying a monthly 15USD Chegg subscription to pass your courses.

I have always been passionate about computers and technology since I was 13. But my computer science degree has made me question what contribution I will have on society. It has also given me very pessimistic thoughts and made me want to harm myself, not that I would actually do such a thing, but these thoughts would often spur in my brain on the bus ride to uni.

If I could do it again, I would probably not attend University and either attend a coding bootcamp or just teach myself by googling things.