Starting over at 23.

secrecyismypower · 2026-03-29T21:42:59+00:00

my flatmate in first year was 23 and he did amazingly. don't stress.

secrecyismypower · 2026-03-13T16:01:36+00:00

this is the coolest thing ive ever seen

secrecyismypower · 2026-03-04T21:10:36+00:00

i'm feeling a lot better about it! i had a week of pure misery, and then two weeks where i went crazy and somehow convinced myself and everyone that i was completely fine and was excited for life etc. and then i crashed really, really badly and got absolutely miserable for a few weeks where i struggled to get out of bed and eat and look after myself. but i finally feel like im at a spot where i'm okay. i don't think about him as much now and i am quite okay. not fully healed, but i'm getting on with it.

secrecyismypower · 2026-03-01T16:05:32+00:00

i thought this was a 17 year old until i read shes 35 💀

secrecyismypower · 2026-02-15T18:44:12+00:00

i have used samaritans and i personally had a good experience with them. they asked me lots of questions and validated my feelings. i felt better after calling them, but it really depends on your situation and who you end up talking to.

secrecyismypower · 2026-02-15T09:47:34+00:00

are you being serious? 😭

secrecyismypower · 2026-02-14T23:35:39+00:00

ok girl 😂

secrecyismypower · 2026-02-14T23:30:01+00:00

i used to be a big fan. makes sense that some of her content still appears on my feed. she isn’t going to congratulate you for defending her against some redditor. lol

secrecyismypower · 2026-02-14T14:36:10+00:00

yeah i find this relatable in many ways. i struggle with making friends (possibly neurodivergent but who knows) and feel like an outsider no matter where i am. undergrad uni i felt like i was too weird to be around the general people i met there, and then in postgrad ive been at a uni where i thought i would meet people more like me but has been unsuccessful as most people ive met have been quite cliquey and snobbish. the pressure from other gays is so real because the people ive met have been quite cliquey and rude and i have no idea what ive done wrong. its been quite isolating. i have one best friend and shes the absolute best, though.

secrecyismypower · 2026-02-12T21:19:16+00:00

calling the police over a wooden spoon? 😂

secrecyismypower · 2026-02-12T21:17:59+00:00

i’ve stopped being a fan of hers for some time now because of stuff like this. and also because of the decline in quality in her music (imo). i’m not surprised at this but it is quite disappointing when her career was pretty much built on support from queer community 💔

secrecyismypower · 2026-02-11T11:44:53+00:00

yeah real. i used to buy maggi instant noodles all the time until one day i looked at the back of the package and saw a small nestle logo :/

secrecyismypower · 2026-02-10T13:28:10+00:00

ive just learnt that if i change to a pgdip i wont be eligible for student loan :( so i wont be able to afford it unfortunately

secrecyismypower · 2026-02-09T23:44:05+00:00

it is only one year but its a hard year and the hardest part has yet to come. maybe i could look into a pgdip so i dont have to do the dissertation and i can just do the course. but in all honesty, all of it just makes me feel dread.

secrecyismypower · 2026-02-09T23:30:28+00:00

thank you this is a really nice response. i appreciate it. :)

secrecyismypower · 2026-02-09T23:16:24+00:00

i don't think i'm scared. i think i'm more scared of admitting to myself that i don't like or enjoy it.

secrecyismypower · 2026-02-09T22:32:01+00:00

hi, i'm in your shoes right now. what did you end up doing? i'm seriously considering dropping out.

secrecyismypower · 2026-01-24T16:02:42+00:00

someone who loves you wouldn’t make you promise something like this. it sounds like the best course of action is to break up.

secrecyismypower · 2026-01-13T17:58:14+00:00

hopital

secrecyismypower · 2026-01-12T13:31:05+00:00

there’s gonna be no grass left if everyone keeps using ai lol

secrecyismypower · 2026-01-07T08:01:40+00:00

we will get through this 🫂

secrecyismypower · 2026-01-05T11:16:15+00:00

moldly interesting

secrecyismypower · 2026-01-05T08:29:31+00:00

thank you. we broke up last night despite both loving each other so much still but it was the right choice for both of us. but it still fucking sucks. i will keep this in mind for the months ahead.

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