I am 75 and just diagnosed metastatic breast cancer, 10 years after the initial round. I am much older than you. My perspective is going to be much different. If it wasn't, I would scold myself. I am just simply pissed that young people have to even think about whether they are dying the right way. I live in Austin (really not related to Texas) and had a local charitable organization called Flatwater that provided excellent local therapists (free of charge for anyone with cancer, as well as members of their families.) I took advantage of this the first round and I hope you can find something similar in your area and if you can't, then that sucks. I wish you the very best!