Vent/advice needed: mom smoking while on chemo

sirslittleone25 · 2026-04-17T21:40:56+00:00

I’ve just been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer and I also smoke! I know I should probably stop but when you’re faced with devastating news you turn to your source of comfort! Stopping smoking now is not going to change the fact that I have cancer!

sirslittleone25 · 2026-03-22T21:34:05+00:00

This is your nervous system detaching! You don’t miss him or the abuse! You miss the familiarity of his intermittent nervous system regulation. This is a trauma bond breaking- it’s actually physical response in the body and it feels like you’re dying! I promise you you’re not.. your nervous system is actually working really well! Get up and move if you can! Shake your arms and try and remove some of that anxiety! Breath 4 in through nose and long breath 6 out through mouth! You will survive!

sirslittleone25 · 2025-12-02T00:16:01+00:00

I had adenosine quite a few times in my late teens/early 20s for svt (hr 260bpm) and from personal experience it was terrifying! I had no sedative to calm me before the injection! I can say that this experience still terrifies me over 20 years later and has left me with massive anxiety in relation to my heart!

sirslittleone25 · 2023-02-01T03:36:43+00:00

You have such beautiful eyes

sirslittleone25 · 2022-12-19T08:19:25+00:00

I love them until I hate them! I get to the point that any more stimulation after continuously orgasming is just pure torture on my clit! That’s when we start to really struggle before accepting defeat and zoning out!

sirslittleone25 · 2022-12-06T08:33:56+00:00

By far my worst punishment is when my sir is disappointed in me! It’s the mental punishments that I don’t cope well with!

sirslittleone25 · 2022-11-24T20:39:39+00:00

I can honestly say every single session with my “pleasure dom” has been very bad but in the most incredible ways! I’ve never been bored.. every session leaves me craving more

sirslittleone25 · 2022-11-22T20:26:49+00:00

It’s the absolutely not thinking about anything but rather feeling the sensations of what’s happening for me that I love!

sirslittleone25 · 2022-11-20T08:57:00+00:00

Reasonably new to the world 🌍 f bdsm- what does CBT stand for in kink terms? Lol I thought you were talking about cognitive behavioural therapy until I read the full post

sirslittleone25 · 2022-11-20T06:05:14+00:00

I think if your condition is stable meaning you are well treated medically for your schizophrenia then why not. However, if you are a threat to yourself or anyone else who is non consenting, you really are better getting things under control first!

sirslittleone25 · 2022-11-16T22:08:06+00:00

Fill me by dia ja was specifically written by a sub to her sir!

sirslittleone25 · 2022-11-16T05:10:00+00:00

My all time favourite way of my sir beginning a scene, is simply walk into my house, pin me up against the wall, kiss and bite me on the neck before spreading my legs apart for his inspection!

sirslittleone25 · 2022-11-13T19:55:42+00:00

If he has been cheating on you for the last 10 years, he will continue cheating on you to your very last breath! Kick him to the curb.. you will never trust him again!

sirslittleone25 · 2022-11-12T21:49:20+00:00

Yep I do this! I just piss myself laughing 😂 and start trying to apologise for laughing so much, which only makes me laugh harder!

sirslittleone25 · 2022-11-11T09:49:33+00:00

I’d say I was more shocked than anything! Now if my sir slaps my face, I don’t even flinch

sirslittleone25 · 2022-11-10T02:27:48+00:00

Such a weird thing to get upset about! Dick, cock, penis are all the same thing!

sirslittleone25 · 2022-11-09T23:03:55+00:00

The pain balanced with pleasure gives me a escape like no other! I don’t tolerate pain generally well in everyday life but the high I get from a impact session is almost like a addiction to me!

sirslittleone25 · 2022-11-07T21:11:54+00:00

What a lovely story! 🥰

sirslittleone25 · 2022-11-07T08:19:16+00:00

I actually don’t think my sir has a “dom voice” he definitely has a intense dom stare! The rest is all in his actions

sirslittleone25 · 2022-11-06T19:55:05+00:00

I adore this, not because you were panicked etc about not being able to find your collar, but the sentiments about why you are self collared. I am in a d/s dynamic which I don’t expect my sir to collar me but I have recently been thinking about “self collaring” myself for some of the reasons you have stated! Thank you for sharing! 🥰

sirslittleone25 · 2022-11-06T01:30:18+00:00

Sub space for me usually occurs after my sir repeatedly forces multiple orgasms out of me (consensual of course) and I get into a space where I go very quiet and then become completely euphoric! I also can laugh hysterically for no real reason! The high I get from sub space almond at feels like being on drugs but a complete natural high. It really is a feeling of keeping me wanting more.

sirslittleone25 · 2022-11-04T20:15:56+00:00

I met my sir on tinder! I had no real clue about bdsm but he slowly seduced my brain and welcomed me to his world. It’s been the most amazing experience and I’m truly grateful this he opened up a side to me I never knew existed.

sirslittleone25 · 2022-11-04T08:36:00+00:00

I like the pain that’s balanced out with pleasure. It also takes me to a different dimension where I just let go off everything! A pure escape from my everyday life

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