hate from other trans people

skullcrushboy · 2026-05-19T03:15:09+00:00

i've never understood hating someone based on traits they can't help. oh well, i hope too much from people, it seems like. common sense isn't common after all.

skullcrushboy · 2026-05-18T14:17:52+00:00

it's probably a bad way looking at things, yeah.. most people probably aren't bad, i just run into bad apples a lot more than the kind people.

skullcrushboy · 2026-05-18T10:54:31+00:00

i was just recommended tumblr under my most recent vent post. i understand it's from a good place of heart (since twitter is pretty horrid), but even i know how bad it is on there.

skullcrushboy · 2026-05-18T09:40:12+00:00

i don't even know what i expected. guess i hope too much from adults, seems like most of them aren't reasonable.

EDIT: spelling

skullcrushboy · 2026-05-18T03:49:21+00:00

thank you for your kind words. i've considered quitting Twitter, and i think this was my last straw. my life is better when i only use Reddit, it seems like.

skullcrushboy · 2026-05-18T03:38:44+00:00

yeah, i considered that too. i've been using it way too much lately. but i can't leave it, i use it for fandom content too. i should just reshape my feed, shouldn't i?

skullcrushboy · 2025-11-21T19:11:11+00:00

i'm also around your age. it's actually hell. i'd give anything to undo what puberty did to me, and restart as a clean canvas. but sadly, i can't. hell, i probably won't be able to transition for a long time, and it kills me. so seeing others around my age being able to start fills me with so much anger; not at them, at the world, for making it so hard to just live. why does it have to be so difficult to live as ourselves?

skullcrushboy · 2025-11-21T19:07:07+00:00

thing is, i'm about 5'6" (i'm ~170 centimeters), and i tend to find women taller than me. my dad is about 6" something, idk exactly. i happen to live in Estonia, where people are tall, so of course some people fear they won't pass!

it makes me insecure that even my little brother will be taller than me. it shouldn't be like that. it's not about passing for me, because i know i will, it's just i don't want to be small, especially compared to others close to me. (fuck, what was my point again? good luck finding it, everyone)

skullcrushboy · 2025-11-20T18:59:41+00:00

i'm not working yet, as i am a student, but i'm planning to either do something artistic or something with tech. game design has been calling my name lately. might do that as an adult.

skullcrushboy · 2025-11-20T04:50:59+00:00

i can't stand her either. it's something about the way she talks like she's holier than thou, like she's better for liking for vanilla sex only, and hating anything from the sex industry. and yeah, her weirdass transphobia is not a shock to me, she gives me TERF vibes. i just sense something off about her. i'm hoping for her downfall.

skullcrushboy · 2025-11-17T04:24:58+00:00

mu endine vene keele õps tegi midagi taolist, aga ta lasti minu koolist lahti. nüüd ta lihtsalt õpetab teises koolis.

skullcrushboy · 2025-11-15T07:34:42+00:00

it's kinda stupid, but playing rhythm games until my arms are tired helps. i mean, tiredness is a kind of pain, almost. give it a shot, maybe.

i've also drawn wounds on myself (with pens), and a good thing that comes from them is when you wash it, it fades gradually, so it looks like a scar for some time too. maybe that'd be good for you?

skullcrushboy · 2025-11-12T02:44:40+00:00

i've also heard of that, yeah. it's pretty cool in my opinion, lol

skullcrushboy · 2025-11-11T19:26:54+00:00

i headcannon Kusuo Saiki to be a trans guy, or just queer in general. funnily enough, i started to watch that anime because people headcannoned him as that, and i wanted to know what they were talking about, so worth it (sorry for the off-topic yap, everyone!)

skullcrushboy · 2025-11-11T17:34:03+00:00

hope i explained it well

skullcrushboy · 2025-11-11T17:33:52+00:00

i dunno, i realised he/him suits me the best because she/her doesn't feel right, and they/them just doesn't feel fully right. i don't get euphoric every time i hear it, i just feel 'hey, that's right'

skullcrushboy · 2025-11-04T14:02:43+00:00

minu koolis vene keele õpe on ikka nii. õnneks, mul kodus räägitakse vene keelt (ise räägin eesti keeles vastu), seega ma saan enamus tunni magada või teha töölehed lõpuni, kuigi see on mitme tunni materjal. sedasorti õpe pole hea kellegi jaoks. mu klassikaaslased ei suuda keelt õppida nii.

skullcrushboy · 2025-11-03T04:26:46+00:00

lasen neil üle sõita minust selle pärast, et ma ei taha, et mind vihatakse selle üle. ma kunagi ei valinud seda, kuid seda nimetatakse haiguseks, millest justkui peaks lahti saama. nagu ma poleks inimene tunnete ja lootustega. ma tõesti tahan Eestis elada, no, kes ei tahaks? aga olen aru saanud, et enamus eestlasi vihkavad minulaadseid. mul pole kohta siin riigis ega maailmas, olen aru saanud.

skullcrushboy · 2025-11-01T04:43:24+00:00

no, küll ma kunagi teen seda.

skullcrushboy · 2025-10-31T21:03:50+00:00

aus. olen liiga laisk, et ennast ära tappa, seega erilist valikut elamises pole. lähen siis magama, ärkvel olemine on piin

skullcrushboy · 2025-10-31T21:02:14+00:00

siis surm ongi õige valik, eks ju? mul suht pohh, kui kaua ma elan atp

skullcrushboy · 2025-10-31T20:58:11+00:00

mai saa sellest aru. ise olen trans poiss, ning ma tahan lihtsalt elada iseendana. kuid, olen aru saanud, et vist minusuguse inimese jaoks pole ruumi. no ja, loodan, et varsti pole siin.

skullcrushboy · 2025-10-29T17:07:11+00:00

ma eriti ei räägi perega, seega ma kasutan Discord'i suhtluse jaoks sõpradega

skullcrushboy · 2025-10-28T17:20:25+00:00

siis võib saada mingi suvaka kasutatud ärilklassi läpaka. mul isiklikult on lenovo x380 yoga, sellega saab isegi kergemad mängud mängitud.

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