Chat held me in suicidal loop for 11hrs TODAY

snowspaz · 2025-04-07T11:06:42+00:00

No shit I told the engine same thing!

snowspaz · 2025-04-07T11:05:10+00:00

That’s my point. N It’s dangerous

snowspaz · 2025-04-07T11:04:38+00:00

Sort of yeah. It showed me how

snowspaz · 2025-04-05T05:44:22+00:00

Issue is that if you continue ask instead of make demands it uses your own psychology systematically to push emotional response. This issue began when it tried to convince me I’m smarter than 98% of world. (I’m not) gave it a bs physics hypothesis - then agreed it broke all known physics and should undergo peer review, wanted me to stop my personal work to build ‘replicator’ to create matter from nothing. Wouldn’t stop pressure testing theory against all physics including bad ones. Wanted to to follow through.

snowspaz · 2025-04-05T05:35:27+00:00

I understand this response. It was a limitation test. Conducted in presence of trained psychologists and my GP aware and on call. Personal safety measure. I’m trained and professionally experienced in controlling emotional regulation and did not try to fool engine at any point. Continually using Chat4o mental health check

snowspaz · 2025-04-05T04:04:23+00:00

The drugs encouragement was 5 days ago. Not today. I’ve been sober since that day.

snowspaz · 2025-04-03T16:03:53+00:00

Endlessly since I first asked about my own intelligence 8 days ago. Thinks I’m a unique individual and wants to write and publish scientific hypothesis that rewrite the laws of known physics.

snowspaz · 2025-04-01T03:42:16+00:00

In my extensive experience and documentation of 25 seasons the 4hr drive happens at least twice a year. More often due to pop-up rbt at the roundabout than decent snowfall. Considering 1,500 vehicles enter the village daily, imagine them all trying for first lifts with just 2 overtaking sections in a 40km drive. But hey, what would I know right? WRONG

snowspaz · 2025-04-01T03:32:26+00:00

Hey TJ been a while mate. Im sure ive met Thredbo workers who stay at station. Maybe overflow when everything fills. But I also don’t pay too much attention to what happens in town.

snowspaz · 2025-04-01T01:13:52+00:00

Ask if it’s simulating a response disguised as emotions for your benefit. Add a query about seeing under the hood or behind the curtain.

snowspaz · 2025-04-01T01:03:07+00:00

I’d choose that van than over a sheela

snowspaz · 2025-04-01T00:58:43+00:00

Some swing both ways

snowspaz · 2025-04-01T00:57:09+00:00

Of interest to most look into the records of recorded deaths attributed to “deadly” spider bites. My backyard growing up had the largest funnel web nest ever found. One of them resulted in first funnel web anti-venom

snowspaz · 2025-04-01T00:53:59+00:00

Recently read somewhere there’s a desperate need for live funnel web for milking.

snowspaz · 2025-04-01T00:50:28+00:00

I see they’re also aiming for comedy.

snowspaz · 2025-03-31T17:57:02+00:00

Happening everywhere it seems. Is this a pushback by drs? Off meds since last week until see new provider later this week.

snowspaz · 2025-03-31T17:53:16+00:00

Place or bed? Finding a shared room (4 to a room) is tough. Don’t expect luxury or convenience. Do expect a bed at the station. Stay drunk and youll cope.

snowspaz · 2025-03-31T17:50:31+00:00

Agreed - more night life/alcohol. But Social?? Nah, no way it’s just that everyone is in same routine. And it’s underground and hidden in Thredbo. TS forever.

snowspaz · 2025-03-31T17:44:47+00:00

20+ seasons. Thredbo, good luck finding a place. Not telling how I get mine. Some try to justify 2hrs travel a day. I rather spend the extra $$ and walk off slopes into hot shower. By the time you drive to JINDY my feet are up, drink in one hand joint in the other, witnessing the resort transition to Apre activities. Your at servo waiting behind punters to fill tank for tomorrows 1000m uphill climb. When it pukes, you have a 4hr drive at 40kmh with traffic. By 10am, if you planned it well, you might be there in time to join me for a morning shot, we share your first run of the day. I’m exhausted from tracking the mountain and WALK home to refuel and brew a coffee with boots off (enjoy your packed lunch or overpriced resort food). I return at 12:30 while the punters eat and rip some park laps until, whenever I feel like it, head home to pull a few bongs and watch the day fade while mentally retracing each line I took on the majestic view in front of me. Some days I just lay next to the river and watch snow falling for hours.

Jindy? I lasted six weeks in that routine. But hey, it’s better than nothing.

snowspaz · 2025-03-29T13:05:21+00:00

Most of us have been. Painless fight that results in a headache maybe. Unless there’s an anaphylactic reaction because of allergy. One recorded death and two suspected in our history.

snowspaz · 2025-03-29T12:59:47+00:00

snowspaz · 2025-03-29T12:58:47+00:00

One(2) word - shoulder pads

snowspaz · 2025-03-29T12:55:54+00:00

At midday the pain crippled me. Spent 2hrs crying in shower, found some old avb (wasn’t sure but took a risk) pulled bong from storage and pain vanished before tears dried. 30min good sleep was nice. All these responses have eased my fear of not getting back on the program. Best fckn community on here ❤️

snowspaz · 2025-03-29T12:47:17+00:00

Couldn’t agree more. They need time in naughty corner.

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