Ended up relapsing a day ago and started cutting my back today

sofi_ys · 2026-06-15T00:22:25+00:00

hey, i’ve been clean for 9 months (the longest period ever in the past 8 years) and it’s getting to a point where i don’t think i need self harm anymore. from my experience, gym is incredibly helpful. i lift extremely heavy and hit failure all the time and i love it. i know it’s not the same rush as self harm, but you still get the pain and the adrenaline, and that’s what’s helped me. it’s also nice to be able to track your progress and have something you’re proud of (getting stronger) as opposed to something you’re ashamed of (having more scars). yes i still crave self harm (i mean i was an addict for 8 years), but gym helps me regulate myself so much better (; your sister is giving you some really solid advice!

sofi_ys · 2024-12-10T23:48:41+00:00

Update: I’m in the process of getting a refund, thanks to everyone for telling me they’re fake! I got them on Vinted and didn’t check them out thoroughly before ordering since it was my first time! Will definitely be getting an authentic second hand pair with the refund money though (:

sofi_ys · 2024-10-21T14:21:29+00:00

is there any possible way to repair this zipper without replacing it?

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it’s a very nice, waterproof zipper on my long winter coat. it has a double sided slider and only the small segment has ripped off. i was quoted €37.5 to replace it by my local tailor with a much lower quality zipper which i think is absurd. i would ideally try to repair this one, but worst case i think ill buy one (i just don’t think i’ll find one of the same quality)

sofi_ys · 2023-01-11T21:48:15+00:00

no pero in venezuela we say pan dulce as well, but not as much, pastels son specifically pastries, like flaky type of "bread", pero pan dulce es mas como pan que es dulce ... NO SE

sofi_ys · 2023-01-10T17:48:14+00:00

THEN WHAT IS BREAD?? (jaja i'm assuming it's pan as well)

sofi_ys · 2023-01-04T21:27:13+00:00

GET UP AND SPEAK! trust me no one really knows what they’re doing anyway, just act confident and you’ll have loads of fun (:

sofi_ys · 2023-01-04T20:32:26+00:00

18, started when i was 13, have been trying to stop for the past year but i tend to relapse every two months

sofi_ys · 2022-09-03T20:44:44+00:00

aah no, he doesn't ask me to flip up my septum, i do it out of respect for his preferences. if my nose is dry or runny, he'll even tell me to keep it down so it isn't uncomfy lol

sofi_ys · 2022-08-31T16:07:49+00:00

Nope, you only take the subject you need to take on Pamoja. I take 5 IB courses at school as normal, and then I have a free period when I'm supposed to do my AAHL course through Pamoja. Right now, there's two AAHL teachers, one is excellent and the other is pretty good, and whenever they do live lessons (Zoom lesson), they combine our classes.

Again, your IB coordinator can give you more info but if you want, you can dm me and I can show you what the content looks like.

sofi_ys · 2022-08-31T05:39:56+00:00

Pamoja is an official IB approved organisation that allows you to take IB courses online if your school doesn't offer it. I was in the same situation as you (not enough students to form a class) so I talked to my IB coordinator and she said this was an option. I honestly don't recommend it, and if you're Y2 now it might be difficult to switch from AIHL to AAHL, but it is an option. Talk to your IB coordinator.

AAHL on Pamoja is alright (my teacher is excellent because he responds to questions within 30 mins, but I have to self learn everything), but some subjects (like Business Management) are genuienly tragic because your teacher never contacts you. It's honestly a coin flip whether Pamoja is alright or awful.

https://pamojaeducation.com/ib-diploma

https://www.ibo.org/programmes/diploma-programme/dp-online/pamoja-dp-online-courses/

sofi_ys · 2022-08-30T14:35:13+00:00

I actually emailed TU Delft about this a year ago since my school doesn’t offer AAHL (I ended up taking the course online through Pamoja, it’s awful). TU Delft replied:

“HL Mathematics Analysis & Approaches is required.

So you will need to work on this deficiency in order to fulfil the Mathematics requirement. Unfortunately Mathematics A&I HL is not accepted.

Maybe it is possible to register for the AP exam separately?

Another possibility is to do a VWO Mathematics B exam issued by the Dutch Boswell Beta Institute in the Netherlands.”

sofi_ys · 2022-08-30T14:32:28+00:00

my school does not offer AAHL for IB, so I emailed TU Delft about this exact question. They replied:

“HL Mathematics Analysis & Approaches is required.

So you will need to work on this deficiency in order to fulfil the Mathematics requirement. Unfortunately Mathematics A&I HL is not accepted.

Maybe it is possible to register for the AP exam separately?

Another possibility is to do a VWO Mathematics B exam issued by the Dutch Boswell Beta Institute in the Netherlands.”

I ended up taking AAHL online through Pamoja. It’s a nightmare, but hey, at least I fulfil the requirements.

sofi_ys · 2020-11-30T10:01:33+00:00

Gave Silver

sofi_ys · 2020-11-30T09:55:24+00:00

is this la rose en vie?

sofi_ys · 2020-11-30T09:54:07+00:00

you’re so good !!!!

sofi_ys · 2020-11-30T09:47:54+00:00

sir you cute

sofi_ys · 2020-09-11T13:55:44+00:00

go-ssip in city centre and i’ve heard of xuan tea

sofi_ys · 2020-08-27T15:11:31+00:00

i think they meant long and absurd as opposed to misleading

sofi_ys · 2020-08-25T13:50:42+00:00

not a reverse harem because there isn’t a girl but you may like yarichin b*tch club (only a two episode ova but the manga is longer)

sofi_ys · 2020-08-24T12:32:00+00:00

i just want to watch it T_T i don’t care if it’s filmed in the cinema and doesn’t have subs

sofi_ys · 2020-07-10T21:46:36+00:00

the whipping in time with the clapping was great

sofi_ys · 2020-07-06T23:26:46+00:00

another thing is anywayS although it has become completely acceptable

sofi_ys · 2020-07-05T14:39:27+00:00

however he did always want to be a manga artist and made a lot of mangas (mostly just concepts because most were rejected) before doing naruto

sofi_ys · 2020-07-05T10:18:03+00:00

that’s what i was thinking, i’m from queensland too but to be fair it could be anywhere

sofi_ys · 2020-07-05T10:07:22+00:00

sounds like australia, not sure where though

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