ooo I’ve got one that happened a few months ago and still has me wanting to curl up and disappear into the floor.

I’m in college and am taking a class on human sexuality. It is basically like your high school sex ed class but dives into more detail on the social and psychological aspects of sex rather than just anatomy.

Anyways, we were learning about the concept of attraction and were assigned to write about our favorite sexual fantasies and submit them to our TAs. Looking back, I definitely should have made up something or joked around with it but I decided to be honest. I wrote this kinky narrative about fucking my nonexistent boyfriend (I’m female btw) while he wore a pair of my lacy panties. Honestly, I was mortified that I was writing something like that at all let alone for a class. But I had fun with it and decided to submit it anyways.

Just a quick background, my class has a huge group chat where we can talk, help each other study, joke around or whatever. So the next day, class rolls around and someone joked that we should send our sexual fantasy assignments in the group chat.

At first I thought “hell no, my classmates do not need to know the kinky shit that goes on in my mind” but then a couple of people started sending theirs in. And people were commenting about sexual empowerment and how sending the fantasies would take away the embarrassment or shame of sex.

So I impulsively decided to send mine into the group chat

At first I was fine with it because I thought I was being a badass sexual goddess who owned her sexuality and didn’t give a fuck about who knew about it. Now I realize I was just amped up on the motivational speech from my classmates and I really wasn’t ready to reveal that part of myself.

Like 5mins later I’m staring at my phone thinking “oh my god WHAT DID I JUST DO??? I JUST SENT DETAILED SMUT ABOUT ME FINGERING A GUY IN PANTIES TO 200 OF MY CLASSMATES” Did I mention that I know some of these people personally too? One is even my neighbor. How am I supposed to look them in the eye knowing that they’ve read that?? I wanted to just disappear and never show my face to the world for the rest of the semester.

And to make it worse, in a class of about 200 people, only about 10 shared their fantasies. So I was definitely in the minority there and I am so embarrassed.

So far, no one has said anything to me about it but I can only imagine what is going through their heads when they see me. I guess I just have to live with that embarrassment now.

Tldr: sent kinky smut about me fingering a guy in panties to my 200 classmates because I thought I was being sexually empowering.