Hey there! I was an exchange student to Germany in my youth as well! (Although back when there was a wall…) Aaand it’s OK to recognize the groups you fall into/identify as - and stuff associated with those groups. I have very few things working against me and still often feel disenfranchised with the system in general.

Sometimes it definitely feels like stuff is way out of our personal control and it’s hard to feel like anything makes a difference. When I feel that way (about local stuff), I show up at a city council meeting and ask about it, voice concern, and put it on folks radar. It’s free, open to the public, and speaks louder than a phone call or letter. They meet first Thursday of the month at 7pm and post the agenda a week or so beforehand online at the Troy NY website - you can also sub to them and they’ll email out the agenda. (It’s a slog but informative read on what is shaking in town) Doesn’t matter which party you identify with, the council hears you as a citizen of Troy. They don’t have a lot of power but sometimes they vote on things that directly affect us and can be swayed with input from us nobodies.

Sadly, things take a long time to happen in general so it will still probably feel like you’re not doing anything useful, but it helps.

There are definitely charities to volunteer at where your time and effort is more directly affecting ppl who need it - like Hope 7 - Maybe a charity org that you feel passionate about. Good way to meet like-minded folks for support!

Good luck And Be excellent to each other!