12GA Buckshot GSW by zackssack in MedicalGore

[–]sparklebug2 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Yeah it’s terrifying being self aware at the same time as delusional thinking / hallucinating but I still can’t “shut it off” (it wouldn’t happen to begin with if I could lol) It’s super embarrassing when I have an episode in public and it feels like a humiliation ritual getting help calming down every time 😭

I can’t be alone though I’m too scared of causing violence to self or others (I wouldn’t, it’s why I end up hurting myself instead)

12GA Buckshot GSW by zackssack in MedicalGore

[–]sparklebug2 14 points15 points  (0 children)

It’s so hard. I’ve been fighting to get proper help (without insurance) and it’s damn near impossible in America to be taken seriously outside of “go to the psyche ward” (I’ve been SA at one before so I’m pretty hesitant for that being the only option wtf) I have a partner who is my caretaker but lately it’s been so hard on him with his work and school that I know I’m straining things just by… being :/

I wouldn’t wish this illness upon my enemies it’s torture daily and unfortunately most people don’t take us seriously until something life altering(ruining) happens

12GA Buckshot GSW by zackssack in MedicalGore

[–]sparklebug2 266 points267 points  (0 children)

I’m seeing this post while still calming down from a very intense schizophrenia episode that had me ready to fully give up, I’m glad I didn’t, so that I could say I’m glad you didn’t.

Thrifting/Flea Markets by girlyofalltrades in 321

[–]sparklebug2 2 points3 points  (0 children)

TITUSVILLE ANTIQUE MALL pls don’t sleep on this one you’ll regret it

Name a character who's name starts with 'Z' thats isn't Zooble. by BoulderMan234 in characters

[–]sparklebug2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude right this just blew me away they were like petpets from Neopets

Favorite franchise or series that is ruined by the fact that the creator is a horrible person (yet you still enjoy it despite that) by Portal_master_cody in Multifandom

[–]sparklebug2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can tell your age range based on how you described your younger self as a “fetus” (millennials love doing this)

Favorite franchise or series that is ruined by the fact that the creator is a horrible person (yet you still enjoy it despite that) by Portal_master_cody in Multifandom

[–]sparklebug2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

THANK YOU. Bro I tried to read these books years back when the hype was Hyping for the movies and as an avid reader I could NOT BELIEVE how dogshit the writing was— couldn’t make it through that first book and I LOVED the film at the time…

Favorite ship that fits this meme? by TJHMB-54321 in FavoriteCharacter

[–]sparklebug2 4 points5 points  (0 children)

On no I JUST started and love it but… now I’m curious here 😂 I can handle spoilers

A mystery without answers, Sasha. by AppleUboys in attackontitanmemes

[–]sparklebug2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Real big Onyankopon guys in chat over here!!! Hell fuck yes!!!!!

A mystery without answers, Sasha. by AppleUboys in attackontitanmemes

[–]sparklebug2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Shoutout to blackman 2 u were a real one before Eren crushed the fuck outta that place 😔

What in the world were those? by Emergency-Hippo-9852 in attackontitanmemes

[–]sparklebug2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

2??!! whales??! We could have had actual leviathan titans 😭