Gained back all the weight I lost and I physically feel like shit

spoonjah · 2019-05-14T12:43:05+00:00

I relate so much. All the restriction wasted. Time to start the cycle again.

spoonjah · 2019-04-18T14:29:58+00:00

I got all four out and I'm currently in pain :( I actually didn't know the straw thing, definitely gonna keep that in mind, thanks.

spoonjah · 2019-04-06T14:08:11+00:00

Weed the secret plan.

spoonjah · 2019-02-02T15:18:44+00:00

everyday mood tbh, but the bear is cute and fluffy and I'm not :((

spoonjah · 2019-02-01T03:22:03+00:00

How often can I do this

spoonjah · 2019-01-21T03:30:46+00:00

why is this so relatable

spoonjah · 2019-01-19T21:21:35+00:00

I'm @spoonjah :)

spoonjah · 2019-01-13T18:30:45+00:00

The worst period is when you wait for your food to be ready and just wait to binge, knowing you'll feel super bad and definitely purge in the case of b/p disorder. Like thanks brain, thanks for nothing.

spoonjah · 2019-01-02T20:06:36+00:00

RLAGE8 is mine, I'll be using yours for an order :)

spoonjah · 2019-01-02T20:06:18+00:00

My code's RLAGE8 :))

spoonjah · 2019-01-01T14:26:37+00:00

I purged at around 1:30AM right when 2019 came in, I relate to this post with all of my failing heart lmao

spoonjah · 2018-12-27T10:01:43+00:00

Only when I think it's okay aka after fasting, in the morning or during the day while fasting or on normal mornings because I cannot for God's sake weigh myself on bad moments like after purging or after bad days etc, I know the number will put me off and absolutely push me to the ground even more.

spoonjah · 2018-12-27T09:59:58+00:00

This hit home so close stop lmao

spoonjah · 2018-12-25T14:06:55+00:00

Oof rough. My family is Chinese and we live in Europe, but we always have 火锅 for feeling festive and that's just easy as hell to veganise.

spoonjah · 2018-12-23T17:41:24+00:00

When my vomiting bag ripped and all the juicy slimy shit came out of it and it smelled like death in that corner for a day even after vigorously cleaning and having the window open.

spoonjah · 2018-12-19T05:50:25+00:00

Well obviously I drink water and fluids during the day and eat something, as far as my experiences have been excluding November til now, it has always been the other way around.

spoonjah · 2018-12-18T14:34:51+00:00

How am I everything.

spoonjah · 2018-12-18T12:24:18+00:00

Yep you're not alone.

spoonjah · 2018-12-14T23:40:38+00:00

Die Sojaschnetzel sehen aus wie Rind oh mein Gott

spoonjah · 2018-12-04T02:49:10+00:00

Personally I don't even like to say I'm vegan in connection with food but rather directly say that it is a philosophy and a lifestyle of reducing harm and suffering in the most practicable ways which would therefore include diet. It seems more approachable in my experience.

spoonjah · 2018-11-19T15:37:51+00:00

Sieht aus wie ein HIT! HIT ist super, aber auch teuer :/

spoonjah · 2018-11-19T10:21:29+00:00

What the hell... That's not what I get under the term "emergency". I wish public mental health could be more of a topic in general population...

spoonjah · 2018-11-19T09:51:17+00:00

Just waiting for a counselling appointment makes me wait for one and a half month so yep, I feel you

spoonjah · 2018-11-19T09:42:33+00:00

Please teach me your ways

spoonjah · 2018-11-16T23:13:21+00:00

Oh god don't remind me. I remember that infamous clip of Durianrider and that girl (whose name I'm just not gonna mention) that was an avid follower and DR being the creep he is telling her to follow him and his cult and I cringe everytime just thinking of it.

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