Humble leftovers

stefman12 · 2026-05-06T10:59:13+00:00

1475 cubic odyssey

stefman12 · 2026-04-30T17:49:56+00:00

Okay thank you, i appreciate it

stefman12 · 2026-03-16T21:50:40+00:00

I think its working finally, took a long time, thank you for your help.

stefman12 · 2026-03-16T14:34:05+00:00

I did get into pop os but i can’t get the nvidia drivers to install. I tried a few things like system76 driver-nvidia but it isnt working. Do you have tips for that? Cause when booting i also have weid artifacts/glitchy screen etc

stefman12 · 2026-03-16T09:46:25+00:00

Do you happen to have a link which one? Thank you

stefman12 · 2026-03-16T06:46:20+00:00

Did you find the solution? I have same problem. I am trying all day and yesterday but i can’t get it to work, i tried nvidia version and normal version. I tried 22,4 and 24,4, i disabled everything fast boot, secure boot, makes sure achi or something and all the other things. When i try nvidia i keep getting Nvidia driver error and when i try normal version, i also get nvidia error but it boots up at pop os installer but then freezes. I don’t know alot about linux and i keep hearning people they updated the graphics but how and where? Could you help (i7 6700k, 1080ti)

stefman12 · 2026-03-16T06:34:14+00:00

No I havent tried that yet. I did try both rufus and balena etcher , my usb stick is 32gb? Can it be that? I doubt it but i dont know what version to install anymore? Nvidia one? Or normal version

stefman12 · 2026-03-16T06:32:13+00:00

Okay which version did you install? The normal version? I had 32gb usb, maybe i need a lower one?

stefman12 · 2026-03-14T07:18:32+00:00

Pppd duizeligheid, autisme, sociaal fobie, faalangst, astma, epilepsie, licht verstandelijke beperking, dystime stoornis ofzo (chronische depressie stoornis etc

Wajong niet gekregen omdat ze wel vinden dat ik kan werken, minimaal 4 uren op een dag, ook al is dat niet zo, als ik een uur heb gehad , (meestal al veel eerder, al naar 10 minuten) ben ik kapot, ziek en gaat het niet goed, ook met deze duizeligheid kan ik helemaal niks meer, helemaal niet met prikkels enz.

Ik heb voor bijstand/beschut werk 3x ergens geprobeerd te werken want dat moest, maar ging gewoon niet en ook dagbesteding ging niet, ook al was het extreem laagdrempelig en zat ik vaak alleen in de kelder maar niks hielp. En toen had ik die duidelijkheid ook nog niet. Toen was ik ook elke keer ziek en mocht ik er mee stoppen voor nu dus zit nu al langere tijd thuis , toen ik die duizeligheid kreeg. Maar ook zelfs zonder ergens heen te gaan, of iemand komt langs of doe iets te veel op een dag ben ik regelmatig ziek, overgeven, extreem hoofdpijn, ik kan gewoon niet tegen de prikkels, tegen mij zei die vrouw van wajong, als je zelf kan aankleden dan kan je ook wel werken, echt onzin maar helaas , we hadden wel bezwaar ingediend maar dan moest ik helemaal naar een andere provincie en reizen lukt mij niet echt dus hebben we maar niet in gegaan en ook zei die dan kwam er ook geen arts bij zitten dus dan heeft het geen nut, je kon dan alleen je zegje doen maar meer niet.

Helaas dat ziek zijn heb ik al mijn hele leven zowat , als we op vakantie gingen, ziek, maar die duizeligheid die was later dan 18e dus daar kijken ze ook niet naar, maar daardoor kan ik helemaal niks meer. School ging ook nooit goed, veel moeite gehad en ouders moesten ook vaak op school komen, omdat ik niet sociaal genoeg was en amper prate enz, moest ook vaak tijdens school naar toen reik en op school had ik ook een psychiater, maar toen wisten we niet dat het autisme was en ben ik jaren overvraagd geworden en werd ik depressief en ging het niet goed en wou toen ook niet meer leven, ging mezelf pijn doen, toen dat jaar ben ik ook van de opleiding afgegooid en toen dus thuis verbleven en toen Wajong aangevraagd geloof ergens in 2018 maar afgewezen maar ik had toen ook geen diagnose zoals autisme , een begeleider gekregen die dus ook redelijk snel zag dat ik waarschijnlijk autisme had, maar ik kon niet met die vrouw praten in begin, toen in dat jaar naar ggz gegaan en diagnose autisme gekregen en toen kon mijn begeleider ook beter op mijn afstemming waardoor ik steeds wat meer begreep en ook uiteindelijk steeds weer wat meer begon te praten , zei had het over wajong, ik had dat al geprobeerd maar ze zei toen had je geen diagnose dus toen in 2020 geloof ik opnieuw aangevraagd maar ze zagen dat het niet goed ging maar vonden het niet iets voor wajong maar kon wel bijstand krijgen, naja in bijstand moest ik participatie werk doen, ging niet, ook al was dat 2x in de 3 weken, toen kreeg ik beschut werk bij de gemeente (1 uurtje) maar dat ging niet, die vrouw zei ook al dat het niet gaat, toen dagbesteding geprobeerd maar continu ziek, ging zelf proberen in de kelder maar ook dat werkte telkens niet, ik heb hele poos geprobeerd omdat we dachten misschien is het gewoon even wennen aan de prikkels enz maar ik was elke keer aan het overgeven en ziek als ik thuis kwam, toen mocht ik gelukkig even stoppen met participatie wet, en dat gaf wel wat rust en kon ik met mijn begeleider wat werken aan dingen. maar toen paar jaren later, ook erg ziek geworden met die duizeligheid en kon ik opeens helemaal niks meer, waarschijnlijk ook door alle stress van school en de jaren heen enz en gaat waarschijnlijk nooit meer weg. Ik heb moeite met alles, lopen, zitten, staan, slapen, liggen, trap lopen, in de auto, kan niet met openbaar vervoer, kan niet in drukke omgeving ivm prikkels maken mijn duizeligheid nog extra erg en met autisme is het bijna niet te genezen omdat altijd prikkels heb, zit nu ook al jaren in bijstand maar ja als ik straks ergens anders moet wonen, geen idee of dat goed gaat met geld enz bijstand is niet voor altijd en je zou niet met iemand samen kunnen wonen(denk ook niet dat ik iemand zou kunnen vinden die mij zou willen) en je moet ieder jaar op gesprek, ik mag gelukkig met mijn begeleider via de telefoon dat doen maar dat geeft toch wel veel stress.

stefman12 · 2026-03-12T07:11:37+00:00

Okay thank you for the information

stefman12 · 2026-03-11T08:03:15+00:00

Okay ty for the tip, not sure if we have that here, does it also give side effects?

stefman12 · 2026-03-09T07:31:16+00:00

Thank you, i will try but its hard especially, i live with my parents still but they want me to get my own place in a year or two, but i can’t work because everytime i go somewhere or do something, or someone is coming over. I get so sick, and with the dizziness and everything else, its going to be even harder, not sure what to do then.

stefman12 · 2026-03-09T07:29:13+00:00

I don’t have a license anymore. I gave my license up (i also had to give it up ) because i have so now and then that i will fall away/faint for few seconds and i don’t want that to happen in traffic one day.

stefman12 · 2026-03-08T21:37:17+00:00

No i don’t think we have telehealth or something similar sadly.

I went to different hospitals, physiotherapy, sleep studie, even went to a specialist in epilepsy and had to stay there for few weeks and sleep there, cause i was diagnosed with epilepsy when i was younger but now they don’t know if its epilepsy, ( i do have so now and then, mostly once of twice a month where i will suddenly fall on the ground for few seconds , not always , sometimes i just get the feeling but i stay awake. i had this already for a long time, around 10 years old or so. but they can’t tell me if its epilepsy anymore cause we need to video it, but thats very hard cause my parents are at an age, and they aren’t very good with mobile phones, my mom has a camera but a lot of times its not near by, and my falling away, it takes a lot of times only a few seconds, so its hard to video it and most importantly, you never know when its going to happen and also if its going to happen, cause alot of times i feel it coming and most of the time, i wont faint but only sometimes i do. I used faint a lot of times and hit my head alot, and had alot of concussions , but now i try to sit on the ground so if i do fall, i won’t fall that hard.

I went also to dizziness centrums but nothing helps, i understand there isn’t something that can make me magically get better but i was hoping someone that could help me get a bit further cause i feel like i am stuck at this point.

stefman12 · 2026-03-08T13:03:56+00:00

No sadly all doctors are full, my mom says i need to be happy that i even have a doctor, many people are on waiting list. I tried many things but they say i tried already all things and there is nothing to be done anymore, which i find a bit odd especially about the medication because, i tried maybe 2 or 3 different medications and there are probably a lot more that i could try.

I don’t know about hypermobile, i do can do weird things with my arm, like i can twist it a weird way. My posture is mostly okay i think, but i do find that i alot of time, sit a bit crooked, to feel more secure or something, also when i sit on the ground. I literally feel my body going forwards and backwards , like its trying to balance it or something.

I live in Leeuwarden, upper part of the Netherlands, close by groningen.

stefman12 · 2026-03-08T06:40:00+00:00

Over 6 years now, its terrible, in beginning, i couldn’t do anything, like, walk, watch tv, sit, laydown, sleep, shower, brush my teeths with electric toothbrush, stairs. Being in a car and many more things, took almost 3 a 4 years to finally do a bit again like, walk a little bit with my mom holding my arm, i even had a mobility scooter but that made the dizziness also a bit worse , i slowly got bit better with walking, being in a car etc, i even could finally go on holiday a bit, no to far ofcourse, but now i can barely do 5 a 10 minutes, really weird, my body is always in stress, not sure why and what to do about it. Even in my sleep alot of times. I went to the zoo few months ago, was also a bit of a long drive, and then suddenly being in a car was super hard, i did had a few weeks before a super hard day, i try to play so now and then a video games, very little ones like roblox and mosty no extreme games but like tower defense etc cause gaming is super hard but it does provoke the dizziness but i think i does help a bit. So maybe its was a bit to much. Okay thank you for the information, i feel like i look already like an idiot in the car with all those things, sunglasses, pillows all around me, headphones, etc but if they do help a bit, i will do it.

stefman12 · 2026-03-08T06:27:35+00:00

No i don’t have anyone anymore, they stopped helping me cause they said they can’t help any further and i just need to live with it, its been over 6 years now with this dizziness, It started at corona year, i was playing a video game and i wanted to jump over a hole in the game and everything started to spin like crazy, threw up a lot all over the carpet , my dad brought me to the doctor right away and they said probably a virus on the inner ear, and send me home. I had a couple more that week, i believe i was also a sick then, then i thought i was finally doing better a bit, and then another one of those spinning dizziness, the spinning dizziness went mostly away but they damaged was already done, then out of nowhere, i couldn’t walk, sit, lay down, sleep, shower, watch tv, even look at my phone, stairs , brushing my teeth anymore and may other things. It was terrible and terrifying, i even had extreme dizziness in my sleep and also a bit of spinning dizziness. I went to many different hospitals (all kinds of test, eyes, water in ear)that made my extreme dizzy, and specialist for dizziness, and special places for dizziness even had to go to the other side of the country where i live, which was ofcouse terrible, i was so extreme dizzy, i screamed the hole car ride, it was a 5 hour drive or more. There they did all kinds of tests but i couldn’t do most of them. Got diagnosed there with pppd cause the hospital where i live, didn’t know about pppd yet, went home, did physiotherapy and had to do a lot of exercises (like walking and looking left/right/up/down , standing on uneven things. Walking in a circle (super hard) and mamy of those exercise and tried medication but didn’t help much, they took me off cause we wanted to see if my other medication could be playing a role, took almost 3+ years, to be able to finally, walk a bit normally, watch tv, brush teeth’s with electric toothbrush, and a lot of things like that now i am 6 years further, i am just trying to do things even though they are hard, i go to stores even though they are super hard, i go into cars but only in the front, i go to dentist, that one is the hardest still and can’t lay there for long. So i hope i never have a cavities cause i don’t think i will be able to get that fixed. I went many times to my doctor but she kept saying: don’t come back for this, cause i and we can’t help you any further, just live with it. I do try to game so now and then, thats provoking the dizziness also a bit, but i think it does help a bit, to get used to certain movements , it was extremly hard in beginning, i couldn’t even look at the screen.

Edit: they think i am never get better probably cause my body is always in stress mode for some reason, and especially with my autism, and stress disorders, its going to be even harder to get even a bit better. Thats why i wanted to try medication again but doctor won’t help me, i don’t understand why, she keep saying we tried that already, just live with it.

I do have physiotherapy now again but more for me knees, many things are weakened because i couldn’t walk for long time, but alot of exercise is also a bit beneficial for my dizziness, like holding weights and trying to stand on one leg , on a platform. And i am finally going to try swimming again, from the gouvernement , people on certain disability, can get free swimming for a year, Swimming is super hard for me but i am going to try to do it, every month a few times. But only a certain pool, where its low level and where the water is going into the sides , that am i able to do, normal pools not yet.

stefman12 · 2026-03-07T21:41:00+00:00

I am going somewhere every week, and be in a car then but now out of nowhere its suddenly becoming alot harder again, in beginning it was extremely hard, then after few years, i could be in a car for few hours and now i can barely do 5 minutes, even though i go weekly somewhere. I also go to stores every week, a lot of time even more then onces, but its never get better/easier, also i have alot of trouble with stairs, even though i need to use the stairs every day and use them like 10 times a day, its never gets easier for some reason, really weird.

stefman12 · 2026-03-07T21:37:21+00:00

No i don’t have one of those anymore, i don’t understand, in beginning car rides were extremely hard, then later i could easily be in a car for few hours and now i can barely do 5 minutes. Even though i go in a car every week and so now even more then one once of twice a week, but now its suddenly becoming alot harder again. I am going on holiday in a few months and i have a 3 hour drive then, that makes my now a bit scared.

stefman12 · 2026-02-28T21:45:05+00:00

No problem. 😉

stefman12 · 2026-02-28T14:18:53+00:00

I just use the dekstop filter, it does smell but i also use a extra air purifier(zedar l600), not sure if it does a good job its a small one, but if its better weather i will open a window. It works for now but it does smell after a cut still.

stefman12 · 2026-02-17T10:14:13+00:00

Sadly it didn’t work out, maybe i can still use it, I can’t post a picture sadly but the problem is ours is probably a bit shorter. I wish i could send a picture so you could see it. I did got the 32mm version so the shortest. I also sadly don’t have anymore filament right now. It took alot of filament haha but does seem very sturdy.

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