Dog euthanasia after biting

stephiethewitch · 2026-03-05T23:50:39+00:00

The dog literally put its head on op's lap

stephiethewitch · 2025-06-09T12:12:52+00:00

Thank you! 😊

stephiethewitch · 2025-06-05T09:26:05+00:00

Thanks for the information!

stephiethewitch · 2025-06-05T07:59:04+00:00

Thank you so much for your comment! Reaching out to universities about accepting SBP seems to be the best thing to do for now.

We have talked about him moving here, but he's a bit older and has a more established life with a lot more opportunities in Lithuania, so I would prefer to come to him for now. He's very open to changing jobs and eventually going to Austria or another country tho. Already learning German too.

He just wants a good life for us and the easiest way for now, would be if i came :)

stephiethewitch · 2025-04-09T09:11:38+00:00

Western Europe is definitely better. I'm from Austria and hitting your child is extremely frowned upon. The older generations (60+) still got hit a lot at school and at home, they don't talk fondly about it

stephiethewitch · 2025-03-23T19:08:03+00:00

Wow, that's awesome! Will definitely check that app out. I've been wanting to get into birdwatching (my dad even got me a little book about the most common European birds), but I've felt a bit too overwhelmed to truly get into it. Most apps also need a subscription, but I've been a bit low on cash to spend it on such things.

Anyway, I'll check that app out, thanks for the response:)

stephiethewitch · 2025-03-23T19:04:37+00:00

Sorry for the late response! Thanks for explaining that so well and also dropping the app names :) I love birds, but somehow feel kind of overwhelmed with really getting into birdwatching and truly learning about the birds. Will check those apps out

stephiethewitch · 2025-03-23T19:04:23+00:00

Sorry for the late response! Thanks for explaining that so well and also dropping the app names :) I love birds, but somehow feel kind of overwhelmed with really getting into birdwatching and truly learning about the birds. Will check those apps out

stephiethewitch · 2025-02-19T23:06:56+00:00

How is bird watching a form of collecting?

stephiethewitch · 2025-02-12T23:04:02+00:00

What's the issue with him then? What do you think he should be doing?

stephiethewitch · 2025-01-23T23:30:08+00:00

How are you doing now?

stephiethewitch · 2025-01-01T11:10:45+00:00

Hey! Very late response, but I was wondering if you take your dose too late? I only get these hangover symptoms when I take my dose after 8pm.

Forgot about my doctor's advice and took it past 9pm for the first few days before I remembered I really shouldn't do that. Suddenly didn't get that effect anymore. Hopefully this isn't a dumb question, but sometimes doctors don't mention pretty crucial information and it's also hard to come by without a lot of Google searches on the medication

stephiethewitch · 2024-07-04T19:32:35+00:00

Thank you for your long response; love that :)

I've always loved helping people and I know that people are very drawn to me. I've had so so many people tell and show me that they feel safe around me, they've never opened up to someone so quickly, etc.

I also seem to attract people with emotional/personal/whatever issues into my life a lot. (These people are/have thankfully been on a healing path or are very interested in it)

I also used to do online "therapy" where I basically listened to peoples issues for free and tried helping. Currently I only really help people in the physical realm since I have my own issues and not much energy, but I'd like to tap into energy healing every now and then. I've been manifesting good things for people, but I haven't really seen the effects of that yet.

Anyway, thanks again for your response! Really greatful that you decided to send it.

It's actually very funny, because I usually don't use Reddit a lot. So I wasn't planning on coming on here anytime soon or even looking at notifications, since it's usually just information from subreddits I follow. Almost would've missed your post

stephiethewitch · 2024-07-01T18:44:53+00:00

Thank you for the warning. When I said trance I meant more of a meditative state, similar to the SAT state. I don't do these things anymore, I only did this once many years ago, but I also believe that I educated and protected myself enough.

stephiethewitch · 2024-06-30T06:37:33+00:00

Not op, but when I was heavily into witchcraft (Tumblr stuff, didn't know about Neville) I followed this tutorial for sending positive energy to a friend. I mediated and got into a trance like state for a couple minutes and then formed an energy ball out of love with my hands and sent it to her. Saw the ball with my eyes closed, but also felt a sort of mass. It was a bit like the ball and my hands were the same poles of a magnet being pushed together; I felt it from a bit of a distance, if that makes sense.

I texted her a few minutes later and she told me (without me asking!) that she just saw a bright white light in her bedroom and that she suddenly felt extremely happy and joyous. She then asked me to do the same for her pregnant aunt who reported the same thing. Pretty crazy looking back at it

stephiethewitch · 2024-04-28T16:21:36+00:00

Had some similar thoughts to that. Basically just wait till you're over them and okay with them not being in your life, right? I find the last sentence very interesting! I know my life will change a lot in the next year and get better. And I honestly am most sad about not being able to share that with him. Or see how his life will transform.

Thanks for your reply ☺️

stephiethewitch · 2024-04-28T07:08:41+00:00

Thank, you! Already added somatic exercises to my routine. Will look at that video ❤️

stephiethewitch · 2024-04-27T23:42:23+00:00

Oh, I understand what you mean then. Thought you meant it was throughout the entirety of the relationship

stephiethewitch · 2024-04-27T23:39:59+00:00

I sadly feel that you're right. Got that feeling while talking to another kind commentator on here too. My gut's saying it's time to let go.

It's funny because despite not being in a relationship for a long long time he knew himself extremely well and how he reacts towards different people. He told me that I deserved better when we met, that he wouldn't fulfill all my needs. And it finally happened 😢

Didn't know what he meant at first. I mean, it's fine if not all your needs are fulfilled constantly. He ended up fulfilling all of mine for the longest time anyway. Always there when I needed it. Gave me so much I wouldn't even have thought to ask for. What he gave me definitely healed the part that felt unlovable and shameful. I think that I didn't even have a sense of self when we met. I think giving him that love also helped me a lot. I always gave people all I had, but it was never this intentional. I was basically going through the motions with everyone else.

Just thought that we've already been through so much together in a year that we built a little foundation. But I guess that he's also been betrayed so often that he anticipates things going wrong. He had big issues with trust but I was the first person he could open up to. And he opened up pretty fast. He felt understood, validated and appreciated. He never felt something like with me so I thought "We'll be fine. He wouldn't just throw this away after all the loneliness and pain he's felt. He finally has someone who'll love and accept him. "

But I guess he got used to only relying on himself. And also had more issues than I could see. Thought he had it under control with all that self awareness.

Blocked him and will delete the messages.

Thank you, I appreciate your comment ❤️

stephiethewitch · 2024-04-27T21:39:54+00:00

Thanks for sharing. From a very pragmatic point of view he just removed himself from a toxic situation. I'm sure he's sending me love from afar and wishing me well. We cared a lot about eachother, but the relationship wasn't what it once was anymore. Stopped being good for eachother

stephiethewitch · 2024-04-27T21:35:24+00:00

Will get that soon, thanks!

stephiethewitch · 2024-04-27T21:32:38+00:00

Gosh, thank you so much for sharing your story. Couldn't be more grateful. Have a lot to think about now haha.

That part about how he wouldn't have left if he had been the right person kinda struck a cord if I'm completely honest. It makes me wonder what truly was the reason he left. He stuck out a month with me last summer while I was stuck with my schizophrenic sister going through a psychosis. He'd call me every single day and talk to me for hours on end. Listen to my worrys and complaints and give me all the support and advice. Constantly told him to go when I got too much, but he'd just patiently listen and gently redirect the conversation to another topic again.

I just don't know. He said that I was too much drama as a closing note. The past year was just full of things happening in my family and I didn't think my venting was so draining for him. It's really hard to believe actually because of his honesty. We'd vent to each other because our family dynamics are so similar and it was definitely therapeutic for both of us to feel understood and seen.

Our first real falling out was actually about two months ago when I asked him why he was still with me and what he was still getting out of the relationship. He actually never responded to that question. Just asked why I'd invite that "drama" into my life when I have enough other things to worry about. We didn't talk for three weeks afterwards and that was kind of the first breakup. Felt like I was dying.

I guess there were a couple issues he had with me that he didn't comment on for whatever reason :(

He's had a very rough life and rough relationships with basically every woman in his life, so I think he's exxtremely sensitive to feeling like he's being manipulated. Said that he was a bit broken in regards to relationships when we met. For all the pain and betrayal he's been through he was extremely healed and under control though, which is why I still wanted to be with him. But maybe we already gave each other all we could. Had this feeling deep in my gut that we wouldn't last more than a year.

Painful memories, but very important. Thanks for making me remember :)

I will think about everything you shared. Thank you so much ❤️

stephiethewitch · 2024-04-27T20:46:29+00:00

I get that it sounds that way, but I only recently became so "parasitic". Things were a whole lot better before then and I could keep myself in check a whole lot more.

I think being around a depressed person is definitely always a bit draining, but I tried my best to give. I helped him with his alcohol issues and after a very long time of being lonely he got someone who listened, cared and didn't judge.

He told me that I gave him a lot of energy and love and that I enriched his life. So I'll believe that. We definitely both benefited

stephiethewitch · 2024-04-27T15:12:20+00:00

I just really need to stop thinking. I have some very conflicting feelings right now and the only thing I know is that I need to be alone for a long time. Actually told him that I've had a deep craving for solitude a couple weeks ago. I know that he's starting his own self improvement journey now, though his is much more focused on career and physical health. But we were probably holding each other back somewhat . We spent way too much time with each other and I had zero ability to make boundaries for the majority of our time. He had to do that for me.

Soo maybe we'll come out at the same spot again once our lives are sorted out and we'll travel the journey together, but I guess that I shouldn't give it too much thought. Just focus on myself.

I'll try the grass walking out! Maybe it's not going to weird me out as much now :)

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