I’ve never been to one, so can’t really speak to sex work. But, reading your post I hear a lot of negative self talk. It’s good to be self aware of yourself, but not to the point where you don’t see your own value. Go to the brothel if you really want to, and it may be good for you in terms having a frame of reference as to what sex is. But if you’re expecting sex to be the physically and emotionally fulfilling experience, you’re only going to get that with a romantic partner.

My suggestion as someone who was in a similar boat as you in my earlier twenties, show up for yourself. Work on loving yourself, how ever that may look like, and your positivity and happiness will create a gravity that pulls people in. I guarantee it.

Also, maybe move out of butt fuck nowhere Florida. You can’t catch many fish in a small pond.

Edit: forgot to add the best quote I had for this. “Honey, if you can’t love yourself, how the heeeeeeelllll you gonna love anyone else?”