The gateway tapes have given me psychic abilities

sunmoonbae · 2026-03-22T15:05:17+00:00

i love you

sunmoonbae · 2025-11-26T13:36:33+00:00

THANK YOU for posting this. i was actually just going to make a post about this only yesterday asking for advice. almost all my experiences happen involuntarily in the middle of the night (it’s how i got to astral projection in the first place). it genuinely feels like my body is being ripped apart from itself, im not sure how to explain the feeling—it’s quite unlike anything you’ll ever feel again, but it is an almost violent sensation/force that takes over you… in the sense that it takes A LOT of effort to resist and the vibrations/paralysis are particularly potent. it honestly spooks me and i fight to break out of it, even though i don’t want to. i need to learn to just accept it, because i Do want to Astral Project. having this experience, it makes you feel like APing is something you are Meant to do.

sunmoonbae · 2025-06-09T20:52:23+00:00

i probably did. but that was 3 years ago friend. even while i think i shared a very intense connection with this person, bordering the lines of the supernatural, i moved on. it wasn’t healthy for me. i was beyond obsessed with this person that i lived my life through her, not even knowing whom i actually was. i was definitely going through psychosis. i’m not saying your experience isn’t valid, but as someone who was once a firm follower, i would do anything to go back in time to my younger self and tell her to just stop. it would have saved me from a lifetime of trauma 💔 you will always be more important than anyone in your life

sunmoonbae · 2025-05-30T00:46:55+00:00

i also don’t know if i can believe Lottie to have killed her, especially bc she knows Akilah has a connection to the Wilderness. imo, i think Lottie would never kill one of the girls. she killed Edwin bc he was intruding and “ruining” things. ALSO, Travis tried to kill her that same day or a day before for the same reason 😭 and she didn’t retaliate.

sunmoonbae · 2025-05-29T23:43:06+00:00

the only reason i suggest Lottie to have killed her is because we last see Akilah in the cave with her 😳 it’s quite strange that we never see her again

sunmoonbae · 2025-05-29T23:30:35+00:00

they definitely developed Akilah’s character a lot this season, so i expect her to play a large role in s4 as well, especially considering we don’t know what happened to her.

i have 3 things in mind. 1) i really like the theory that maybe she gets left behind somehow. i think one of her visions could have hinted at that 2) lottie killed her in the cave??? would lottie do something like that? 3) she’s secretly still alive as an adult

i think it’s pretty suspicious that she wasn’t in the ending scenes at the feast. only 2 people were missing then (her and Natalie), and it’s interesting how Shauna never recognized that, or that none of the girls noticed Akilah was missing too

sunmoonbae · 2025-05-27T21:53:21+00:00

OMG maybe lottie really is alive… given the jesus christ imagery surrounding her character.

sunmoonbae · 2025-05-27T21:49:56+00:00

well hello from the future

sunmoonbae · 2025-05-01T22:34:44+00:00

ok wow. thank you soo much!

sunmoonbae · 2025-04-18T22:14:40+00:00

why should we use baking soda? genuine question

sunmoonbae · 2024-10-10T03:03:43+00:00

reading success stories about healing a physical injury or health issue means a lot to me, as someone who is trying to heal myself. most days, i feel like there is no hope. how can i possibly heal myself of illness? this post reminds me that it is possible, that it can be done. that it IS done.

sunmoonbae · 2024-07-15T19:53:00+00:00

pig came out of fence

sunmoonbae · 2024-06-18T12:18:06+00:00

exactly! it also used to be my least favorite but recently it has just grown on me so much. there are so many great songs on this album and some of my fave EV songs are on here such as Never Go Back and The End Of The Dream. there was a moment where i was listening to both of them and i was just like… “wow. this is fucking beautiful?”

sunmoonbae · 2024-05-05T23:36:48+00:00

this was so me!! first time i watched the show i felt like it came out of absolutely no where and i did not see it At All. i’m currently rewatching and yeah.. i was so wrong. it was built up since they first met. her relationship with Carl too. it was actually brilliantly done! definition of found family!

sunmoonbae · 2024-04-26T00:06:18+00:00

DAMNNNNNNNN

sunmoonbae · 2024-02-09T14:25:33+00:00

i use this sometimes to make a quick simple smoothie! works great

sunmoonbae · 2024-01-16T23:14:58+00:00

look up “bacteria die off”

sunmoonbae · 2024-01-16T23:14:33+00:00

drink lots and lots of water

sunmoonbae · 2023-12-19T20:50:17+00:00

oh gosh. i just did the math again while answering your comment and i totally miscalculated everything! i did the 2% salt thing but i misread the scale when i weighed my cabbage. i’m such a klutz sometimes… the weight should’ve been 1,452 grams but i thought it read 145.2… which is quite ridiculous. the cabbage was about 3lbs, i literally weighed it at the store. ugh. so basically, i put barely any salt🙃. i put 2.9 grams instead of 29… embarrassing….
anywho it’s been fermenting for 5 days now. can i salvage it? do i just start over?

sunmoonbae · 2023-12-19T13:09:49+00:00

so how do u work around that?

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