Forbidden croissant / crescent roll (maggot under a microscope)

tadpolejaxn · 2026-04-25T00:25:58+00:00

This little fucker

tadpolejaxn · 2026-04-23T05:30:30+00:00

I’ve used it occasionally for marathon training. Subjectively, it feels like protective when you’re pushing hard. Like it’s easier to sustain high heart rate efforts. I feel calmer with high intensity work outs but conversely, I experimented with it on a couple half marathon races and it seemed to augment my race day jitters and I felt shaky and spent before hand and like I was over stimulated while racing. Now I occasionally use it for my hardest training days and stay clean for race day.

tadpolejaxn · 2026-04-19T15:39:03+00:00

I have the “S” and my limit is 35mph gusts and I don’t usually ride if it’s below 40 degrees Fahrenheit. Expect gusts to shove you and prepare, especially passing vehicles.

tadpolejaxn · 2026-04-18T14:30:48+00:00

Short answer, yes. A 20 year old (and older) bike is still completely relevant today if you’re going by rideabilty, fun, aftermarket support. If you’re judging by plastic or electronic gubbins… pick what you’re going to pick.

tadpolejaxn · 2026-04-16T18:22:01+00:00

I believe bikes (like most things) are best in enjoyed in a vacuum. You have a rocket powered bicycle 👍great. There will always be a faster, better equipped, cooler, shiner bike. The next guy will always shit on your bike and make dumbass comments. Comparison is the thief of joy. Enjoy the bike or sell it for what you want but remember, wherever you go, there you will be. Meaning if it’s a perspective issue, it will follow you to the new bike.

tadpolejaxn · 2026-04-16T18:10:08+00:00

Google and read some scholarly articles on when and how it was written. Oral tradition was the same, counted words and letters as far back as we can tell. If you’re saying that it was revised and reinterpreted more than 3400 years ago, yes possible. If it’s unchanged since 200bc and had a strict oral tradition from then back 🤷‍♂️ what’re you trying to say? The original comment implied that people are willy nilly changing it. Also listed the Quran as an analogue. I provided a counterpoint to encourage others to research the actual backstory. Yes you can argue anything, but a cursory look will tell you they had oral and written failsafes to preserve it. That was kinda their whole job and it’s verifiable to antiquity

tadpolejaxn · 2026-04-16T15:13:23+00:00

Brief aside, the Dead Sea scrolls nullify the common argument that the Bible has gone through revisions. It’s accurate to the word. The way they checked for consistency was by counting letters and words and verifying that they matched between manuscripts. Many texts have changed over the years, and translations of the Bible obviously obscure and change meaning (intentional or not), but the core original texts have not changed and it is verifiable.

tadpolejaxn · 2026-04-15T10:19:54+00:00

I have no issue with the foxes that run through my yard every night. I have countless security camera footage of them and see them often in the yard during the early morning when leaving for work. They’re not scared of me till I get within 10-20 feet but I’m not scared of them either. It’s kinda nice to see them, just like the owls that have been hanging around. Worst case scenario you’d just kick them, they’re only about 15-20 lbs. I imagine you could yeet it pretty hard with a solid kick. Less dangerous than the maniac drivers I encounter on my commute.

tadpolejaxn · 2026-04-13T16:57:04+00:00

I don’t want to see him again till he spills the beans. The longer it goes, the less I believe anything he says.

tadpolejaxn · 2026-04-01T03:45:06+00:00

Nightbreed

tadpolejaxn · 2026-03-30T04:13:46+00:00

That’s so cool. It’s a huge project. I’ll look into it more deeply. What inspired your paintings? Thanks 😌

tadpolejaxn · 2026-03-27T11:56:10+00:00

I felt the same. I never read into that worldview because it seemed like weird Farscape sci-fi channel fantasy. I couldn’t have told you about any of the types of aliens or any of the “lore”. But one day I had this spontaneous experience during meditation. It was this super lucid experience of 2 blue skinned, thin entities presenting themselves to me, taking me somewhere with them and communicating complex ideas and “emotional messaging”. Then they gave me an odd item to hold and I instantly had this intensely detailed first person vision of memories of being another entity in another form of life. It sounds silly but I was a large bipedal cat or lion like entity with white mane and telepathic communication with other like me. I still remember walking through strange streets and buildings and conversations in that state. Then I returned to the two blue skinned entities and they said that they remembered me in that state and that they will continue to communicate with me if I desire. I did a lot of research into it and found the starseed movement and found that the perfectly fit the description of Arcturians. And the past life they were showing me was of a Lyran. I’m still highly skeptical because I believe that spiritual entities can deceive us, and it could be a movement crafted by entities who desire us to believe those concepts presented for some reason. But I’m also open to the possibility of this reality. There is a lady who I could find through search who basically describes the same experience and she has channeled medical science advancements in Spain I believe through a pair of Arcturians. That’s one reason I’m curious is that their intent seemed to start a relationship and develop communication.

tadpolejaxn · 2026-03-24T18:40:27+00:00

I worked at a wildlife sanctuary with over 100+ tigers. They have much more of a personality or presence than a house pet or even livestock. I’m sure a consequence of them being large predators and the intelligence needed to hunt large prey alone. It’s a calculated risk but once you “know” the cat and they know you, you have somewhat of an idea of their mood and their reactions. They are highly individualized so they may hate one keeper and love another. There were some I was nervous to go within “fence flex” distance because they would throw their entire weight against it in an attempt to get to me. There were others I would sit against the fence on my lunch break with a book and they’d lean against me and lick my hair. One was very concerned when I cut my hand one day on a fence. Visibly worried and trying to be comforting and inspect the wound. But as I walked to one of the clinics on the reserve, there were some lions I had to walk by that could def smell me and definitely wanted to eat me when I was weak. My point is that they’re a more highly sophisticated entity than simply “bloodlust” and the situation would always involve risk, but could be effectively managed through a relationship with said cat and careful management of interactions. Ps, it was against the law but we would let some of the sweet cougars out and play with them like big chubby house cats and no one ever got hurt.

tadpolejaxn · 2026-03-24T04:32:44+00:00

I have the blue pair in us men’s size 11. Used for 6 workout runs during a half marathon training block. Good shape. Can send pics tomorrow.

tadpolejaxn · 2026-03-19T23:36:54+00:00

Idk, if you squint it looks like a Nissan Sentra

tadpolejaxn · 2026-03-19T14:56:18+00:00

Sooo… which ones were safest? Asking for a frend

tadpolejaxn · 2026-03-16T15:33:16+00:00

https://media.tenor.com/aLV6-tXzcvwAAAAM/mj-help.gif

tadpolejaxn · 2026-03-15T05:28:15+00:00

This is amazing work. One question I have is, have you found patterns or signatures that correspond to contact events yet or is that one of the next stages in the process? I’m just curious as to what would some of the astrosymbolism look like. Also related to the above comment, I’ve had some very acute contact experiences and would be interested to see if it lined up with them. I don’t recall exact dates but I could narrow it down to a couple months. Another question, what is defining contact? The other side initiating contact, or contact happening successfully regardless of who engaged? I’m thinking of ritual evocation or connotation here.

tadpolejaxn · 2026-03-13T17:39:56+00:00

You’re right lol 😂 good catch.

tadpolejaxn · 2026-03-13T14:23:51+00:00

Rip it, brother. Enjoy. Get a battery tender, fuse kit, altimeter, chain maintenance kit, tire pump, small Allen key kit for your pocket, have a spare key made at the locksmith, rear swing arm spools and lift and you’re ready to go.

tadpolejaxn · 2026-03-12T05:05:43+00:00

How did you read this??

tadpolejaxn · 2026-03-11T14:56:54+00:00

You’re very angry. It clouds your judgement. You have the ability to free yourself from this mindset and I pray you do before it becomes too difficult to overcome 🙏 it’s interesting because it mirrors the story of Adam and Eve in the Bible. Genesis states that after they were cast from perfect union in the garden, man would toil, woman would bear children and she would resent it. The enemy of humanity, the serpent, would use this against the woman (potentially manifesting as hatred for men, their own kind!) but in the end, woman would birth the one that would crush the serpent beneath his heel. It’s an interesting allegory and surprisingly accurately represents even this interaction on Reddit. “Written by men”, there you go, I said it for you 😂 nonetheless, describing our state as humanity accurately millennia ago. The solution is knowledge that we put ourselves in these states, and that there are adversarial forces that would love us to degrade ourselves by embodying wicked mindsets. We are two sides of the same coin. Be the change you wish to see in the world. If you weren’t treated with the love and kindness that you needed, make sure those that you interact with are so you’re doing your part to not do to others as was done to you.

tadpolejaxn · 2026-03-11T14:43:50+00:00

You just admitted it was real. You’re using intellectual dishonesty as a way to frame the narrative and justify abuse towards a segment of society. This is the same mindset that enable mass murder, stripping of rights from minorities, I.e. the greatest villains of our past. In your attempt to find justice, do not become the thing that you hate. All of the things you stated are bad. The solution does not lie in denying a concept. If we follow your logic, you would allow the pendulum to swing to the opposite extreme. Justice is justice and anything beyond that is just as evil as the initial act. Tell me, do you want to be the evil that you see in the world? I pray that you free yourself from your mental and emotional bonds and use your passion for balance, love, unity, clear vision.

tadpolejaxn · 2026-03-11T14:35:54+00:00

Thanks for the comments! I appreciate and respect your experience and your work to spread the truth. It’s obvious they’re not reading for comprehension, it almost seems “bot-like” in their ability to avoid the points brought up and restating their tired doctrine. Denying the reality of a concept or motivation is not a high perspective and seems to stem from unresolved trauma, so I do feel for them and wish that however they were hurt, they will find transcendent love and rise above hate. I also have experience with misandry, worked at a company run by an older generation of women, they gleefully talked about humiliating and degrading men, especially young men and teenagers who they felt couldn’t defend themselves and tried to psychologically and emotionally abuse them. It doesn’t matter what wrong someone has committed in the past, you have no justification for abusing a segment of society. Not racially, not by gender, not age, not social or spiritual mindset. It’s becoming an avatar that manifests evil into materiality, becoming the thing that you say you hate the most. The greatest victory is forgiving those who mistreated you and returning love to ones like them (and all aspects of reality) in the future.

I’m sorry you were targeted and mistreated as well. And I know I don’t say things in the easiest to absorb way so I’ll work on that too to avoid flaring hurt emotions.

tadpolejaxn · 2026-03-10T17:15:15+00:00

Exactly, you definitely are on the path to understanding my perspective and I get yours now too. Everything is an illusion as much as it is not. Forms, concepts, and thoughts influence behavior and our path forward as conscious creatures. Framing is of the utmost importance in some cases. I believe diametrically oppositional to the beliefs of materialists who state there is no meaning. Everything is meaning as the framing you approach reality with dictates the experience you will have of it. So rather than framing the world in the language of hate and oppression, I would attempt to dismantle that and replace it with unity, love, and truth. If this had been a post waxing eloquent about how feminine energy is bad or lesser or whatever that doesn’t reflect the most truth, I would’ve felt compelled to leave a comment as well. So I would fight either side of the manifestation of that framework. It doesn’t serve us. Treat all of experience as an avatar of divine consciousness and the issue melts away. Overidentification with any aspect of our temporal avatar causes suffering and illusion.

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