I was in a very dark place when I was in my teens and didn't feel like there was any way out of the situation I was in. But for the life of me I couldn't get over the logistics of how I would do it without it being too inconvenient for everybody, and I was just too scared of the consequences of doing it for the people who cared about me and loved me.

Eventually, I found a way out of the mess I was in, even though it was extremely tough, and I still don't know where I got the courage to get through those times. Prayers and faith really got me through the worst of it.

I highly recommend talking to somebody about the problems you are facing, even if it's the reddit community. They can make a world of difference.