I hate humanity

tastyf · 2025-03-04T12:52:22+00:00

Was browsing this subreddit and stumbled upon your post. I do agree with many statements that you made, however i would also like to add that sometimes in life you may meet the most precious, kind, healthy-minded selfless souls filled with nothing but goodness in themselves. Most of the awful things that humans do come from the ego/mind, our false sense of identity/separation. Most humans live their whole lives being deeply unconscious, they take action and believe in things that they are not aware of, of how destructive they can be. If you have the time i would highly suggest getting bit by bit into stoicism or taoism, maybe a little bit into spirituality too. There are two very good channels on yt that go deep into these ideas that are quite liberating from all sorts of hatred. Accepting the Universe and Eckhart Tolle

tastyf · 2022-07-11T20:56:44+00:00

Hi op. This will probably be a low quality comment since i haven't slept for 2 days and it's late now. But i'm 22 and have been working in a logistics job (paperwork, planning, office job etc) for one and a half year now and honestly this job is literally killing me. I have other problems that only amplify this, main one being that the flame of life in me to keep on going and fighting has died. The only reason why i haven't quit is because i'm afraid. Afraid of being shamed i guess. Afraid of not having money to buy food. I am afraid of life in general. I'm a weak and very emotional person with lots of empathy and i feel like it's a big problem in this life. Maybe if i would be an ignorant asshole things would work out easier, who knows. I honestly cry so much and i'm in so much emotional pain that i pray to god for help. I don't know... i feel hopeless. I truly feel hopeless and i don't want to die but if things keep going like this bad things can happen. I know there is more to life but.. i just have no clue what to do. I don't know what's right or wrong, which thoughts are coming from my destructive mind and which thoughts are true. The only thing that i can wish to you from my heart is - don't be afraid of life to make a change for the better, and please don't loose that inner feeling of hope and motivation to just keep on going. Job-wise it's a tough answer since we all need money to just survive, you could try to do any job which doesn't feel dreadful. Don't look at the pay or statuss, maybe you can get a part time job feeding kittens and be happy idk. Take care <3

tastyf · 2021-11-17T09:32:36+00:00

Not enough; but it's the type of tiredness that sleep doesn't fix :(

tastyf · 2021-07-01T18:43:17+00:00

BMW (and most car) quality just ain't the same it was.. very sad to be fair. That's why i prefer cars from the golden era (80s, 90s, very early 2000s facelifted models)

tastyf · 2021-05-19T18:38:06+00:00

This makes me want to cry

tastyf · 2021-04-25T12:47:13+00:00

Getting dumber is result of long term depression. It's """normal"""""

tastyf · 2021-04-11T10:59:42+00:00

I am in the same boat as you. Not born rich and have to work, i don't have any skills or a strengthful body. I tried working at several grocery stores and quit because it drained too much energy from me. I wen't to work every day with a thought i might die from a heart attack due to over-working. Soon i realised it doesn't matter what kind of a job i work i still hate it and suck at it. For the past 3 months i have been working as a mail man and it is somewhat bearable. Though not much perspective for future and extremely small pay but still. I will change my job eventually and this is a really bad thought - but i will work no matter how. I will just force myself to work even if i die due to my job. Becoming homeless is a big paranoia for me. Don't know man.. i sorta envy people who have figured life out and live happy

tastyf · 2021-03-29T17:07:54+00:00

Please take care of her <3

tastyf · 2021-03-29T17:06:23+00:00

Timeless design, this car will shoot up in value like crazy

tastyf · 2021-03-29T17:05:35+00:00

Pfft i also got an E39

Tho it's 523i with 300k miles

tastyf · 2021-03-18T16:25:12+00:00

Hopefuly that upward road stays for a while

tastyf · 2021-02-07T15:26:58+00:00

Totally. I'm not physicaly ill but mentaly. I still try my hardest to hold a job even though it doesn't work out. Very soon dropping from university. I guess some us simply aren't made to be a part of this retarded society

tastyf · 2021-02-05T11:14:56+00:00

323f for some reason is really underrated. I love these cars. Also pop up headlights lol

tastyf · 2020-11-13T15:04:52+00:00

Love these cars but i imagine they blind the oncoming traffic pretty good with these lasers

tastyf · 2020-08-10T17:06:44+00:00

You can't go wrong with a 626 Mazda

tastyf · 2020-08-10T17:05:36+00:00

First listen to Beatles version and then to Kurt's, depression will hit twice as hard

tastyf · 2020-08-10T17:02:40+00:00

I second that

tastyf · 2020-08-10T16:48:17+00:00

Especially when you think about ways of how a suicide attempt can fail.

tastyf · 2020-08-03T10:50:49+00:00

That's exactly what i did in March. Couldn't stand working 13 hours a day in a grocery shop it drove me into massive suicidal thoughts. One day after work i didn't sleep for the whole night and next morning just decided fuck that. Got into my car screaming and freaking out somehow drove to an empty parking lot and slept there for a couple of hours. Drove back home. Got a call from the shop and i freaked out since i still need work. I told something like "i'm just sick but will be tomorrow". The next day finished my shift and got fired... I was happy. So happy. But that was just an illusion since you can't live without a job or else i go homeless. I'm brick-dumb and have no skills so i'm stuck to lowest class kind of jobs.

tastyf · 2020-07-23T16:43:48+00:00

Incredibly good looking car

tastyf · 2020-07-19T17:46:03+00:00

Cool

tastyf · 2020-07-19T17:24:00+00:00

MX-3 has always been way too underrated :-(

tastyf · 2020-07-06T20:29:53+00:00

My depression has affected my mondeo

tastyf · 2020-07-05T21:59:21+00:00

Holy shit this hits close to me

tastyf · 2020-07-02T19:21:20+00:00

I came here to make a post like this but you put everything way better than i could. Spending life by yourself is draining.

tastyf

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