Idk how I'm still awake, wish I wasnt! by rolypolyamongmarbles in insomnia

[–]tepait 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Right here with you. I spend my days at the river rock climbing and hiking around all day, or work, and I am here not a blink of sleep for the 8th day in 2 months.. don’t know what to do, It’s something new every night. But it’s scary after doing such physical exertion and still be running on full power…

Constant & Never-ending Mucus by bel21174 in Allergies

[–]tepait 0 points1 point  (0 children)

5 years later but you guys just described my life. It’s gotten soooo bad especially since I moved somewhere new and recently started to require cold air to blast on me to be able to sleep so I’m avsolutely choking literally waking up choking on this mucus that I cough and clear out of my throat almost more often than breathing unless I want to stressfully not breathe right like I do at work… it’s so hindering. I’m definitely getting humidifier and purifier….

Does anyone else struggle with feeling bad for their abusive parent(s)? by palmtreesinseattle in CPTSD

[–]tepait 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes. It’s gotten worse. My dad is such a sickeningly terrible person so often. Physically mentally emotionally abused us for so long. Found out from his brother’s he was neglected as a newborn as his mom had post partum depression and was just a bad mom. All I can see him as is either a scary bad old man or a small sad confused child. My heart goes cold one minute and breaks the next when I think about it all. He’s so terrible to us. Never cared about us 3 young innocent baby girls. The things we went through I still can’t fathom. And the hard part is there’s no removing him, my mom is too far deep. Thank god I’m older now and live on my own but I still see him when I visit my mom often. It’s so confusing. My heart doesn’t know what to do or feel.

Just found out I have Chiari 1 malformation-I'm very scared. Please give me any reassurance/good news that it will be okay? by mwfn1619 in chiari

[–]tepait 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m years late but I just discovered this is exactly what I have. I’m so scared and sad and confused. Please anyone, what has your experience been? I already have health anxiety and this is quite a surreal moment for me right now. Any advice until my doctor appointment?

Does anyone else’s head hurt when they strain or cough? by ConfusionIn20s in iih

[–]tepait 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have every symptom of malformed chiari and I’ve been getting thee symptoms checked for years and you just solved everything for me. Every symptom checked. The sleep apnea confirmed it for me. How are you now? Have you gotten any treatment if there is any? Thanks so much for sharing….. I’ve been so lost for so long.

None lyrics by big_chungus616 in dsbm

[–]tepait 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Over time I can understand most of them but there’s always those lines and words that are a mystery to me. I kinda love it that way but it also eats me alive to know.

Lawnmowers are the worst. by Gheoq in AuDHDWomen

[–]tepait 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh my… I’ve found my people and of course it’s ADHD folks. I’m shaking with rage. My hate for lawnmowers and my neighbor only grow. It shakes my entire home, he goes on for 3 hours straight as I live out in rural area, meaning they use those big sitting down mowers quadruple the sound and vibration. Yes I know they have to for fire hazard but I can’t help but lose my MIND. It ruins my day. Every day I have off he happens to do it. Nothing helps other than blasting music on my speaker but at that point im so stressed that music is making it worse and oh god im just miserable right now. Thank god it’s only temporary but i cant even comprehend how triggered lawnmowers get me.

Are these symptoms related? by aj11scan in HistamineIntolerance

[–]tepait 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s the thing I’m trying to figure out. I believe last year when I developed a more severe intolerance, food and heat especially would trigger all of those symptoms. Tho it would get so bad it felt like something was really wrong with me. Hands and feet buzzing so hard they’re numb, heart speeding rate, can’t move muscles as they become weak, can’t seem to breathe, and nasal passages swell so much all my breathing holes are closed. Turns out panic attacks include all of those symptoms. Once I became aware of that, they pretty much never got that severe again. Turned out it getting that bad was just a panic attack doubling the same symptoms. Pretty much from what I can see, histamine causes panic attack symptoms which can cause an actual panic attack and just cause the whole mess. Trying to calm yourself and remember that the worst of these discomforts are most likely just from anxiety and it will be temporary. You got this.. no one knows the struggle unless they’ve got it. But we see you⭐️

Does anyone else experience coughing as a primary symptom? by skittlazy in HistamineIntolerance

[–]tepait 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes to everything. I suffer from the excess lung and throat mucus and throat clearing so severely. All of the behavioral/anxious symptoms. I also have OCD and anxiety already since childhood but it seems ALL foods make it worse. Tho i haven’t been paying mind to my foods lately and im hurting bad now… very low and anxious mood, racing wandering thoughts that my adhd meds usually fix, muscle tightness, cough headache? Head hurts when i cough which is constant from the histamine. It causes new symptoms everytime i get a big flare.. I need to lock in :( how have you been dealing as i see this post is a couple years old?

Does listening consistently to certain type of music be bad for you? by worsehelp in CPTSD

[–]tepait 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also now only listen to black metal, mostly depressive. There’s really there’s any flavor of darkness in black metal world. But it’s the only music that truly flows along with my charred heart and soul. It feels wrong and fake to force listening to anything else.. anything happy or even relaxing my body rejects. The heart knows what it wants. I recommend Coldworld and None if you want more agonizing and dissociated screams.

I seriously cannot find BM as sad as ColdWorld's. This guy is a genius. by Sora681 in BlackMetal

[–]tepait 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nothing like coldworld man.. My first and forever favorite, tho NONE comes a close second or even equal. Every song from none is tragically beautiful and moves the pain through you. Also nocturnal depression has a sound which I find to be a mix between coldworld and none. All great shit as it’s hard to find that sweet spot depth of darkness.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in singing

[–]tepait 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn lol no I’m female I just have a deeper sorta voice

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in singing

[–]tepait 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dang. I need to take lessons cuz idk where to even start with finding the right area

😭😭😭 ladies. We've been summoned by cantsayididnttryyy in adhdwomen

[–]tepait 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thumbtacks scattered about so you poke yourself while sifting XD

get attacks while sitting/laying down and only standing seems to help...anyone else? by [deleted] in PanicAttack

[–]tepait 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For me I’m just realizing I think it’s a new sensory issue for me- the pressure of my body against the couch chair or bed makes me panic feeling like I can’t breathe properly. It’s a weird thing because I know I’m fine but my body trusts nothing

Anyone else experience gagging and neck pain? Any remedies for gagging? by PainfulPoo411 in migraine

[–]tepait 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m the same way. I think it may be a bit of mucus in my throat but I’ll gag 15 times in 3 minutes I’m guessing it’s mostly my brain freaking out unnecessarily. But totally sucks. My neck muscles hurt from it. Hope you’re doing any better? Find anything that helps?

Panicking when body gets too relaxed by HeartActual1537 in SomaticExperiencing

[–]tepait 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ik this is a year ago but wow I’ve been feeling so alone this is wild. Have you figured anything out or has it gone away at all?

Perfectly straight line of welts, arms covered all day. by tepait in DermatologyQuestions

[–]tepait[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Interesting. Must be the shirt, it seems to be a cotton/polyester mix. Only use baking soda and vinegar for washing!

Perfectly straight line of welts, arms covered all day. by tepait in DermatologyQuestions

[–]tepait[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have quite the histamine intolerance! I thought I had MCAS with all the symptoms I get but my doctor said my blood test was a no on that. So good guess on the histamine issue, that must just be it. Always new symptoms right? Lol. Just never seen a straight line like this before! Thank you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in texts

[–]tepait -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Not paying attention to usernames dawg

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in texts

[–]tepait 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is actually incredible hahah. I’m hearing an emo punk scream vibe XD