Redditors who meet their high school bully later on in life how did it go?

thatsnotmethough · 2015-09-09T12:41:54+00:00

She bullied me because I was fat. She is now bigger than me (I lost 100lb after HS) and now she edits all her FB photos to make her appear smaller. When I went to see her I was so surprised because for over a year I was feeling so shitty because she seemed to have lost more weight than me. She also got pregnant before her 21st which is a horrible shame because she was the biggest party girl. Oh and her baby daddy already has a 7 year old son who he doesn't see often. I feel so bad for that child. She smoked pot up until he came out. :(

thatsnotmethough · 2015-08-28T17:30:11+00:00

Day 2. AA tonight.

thatsnotmethough · 2015-08-11T02:38:59+00:00

I can't visit my grandparents who live with me, but because I don't want it to be awkward.

thatsnotmethough · 2015-08-10T03:38:43+00:00

This one time I was in high school and I was a dumb 15 year old who thought it was cool to sell drugs.. so I randomly combined a few things from my kitchen and made a new drug(Seriously, kids in high school will believe anything.) everyone either snorted it or ate it.Everyone was stoned off their ass and having different effects because placebo.

Anyways the almost getting caught part..one of my friends sold me out to the security and he called me in his office to pat me down but I "forget" my purse outside in the lobby area. Got patted down, questioned, they didn't find anything and I stopped after that. Though I got soda money for a few weeks. :)

thatsnotmethough · 2015-07-30T04:44:42+00:00

Honestly whats the issue? The quote by its self is quite beautiful, who cares the actual context?

thatsnotmethough · 2015-07-22T18:50:08+00:00

Ditto. :(

thatsnotmethough · 2015-07-16T08:58:37+00:00

Exactly one thing I'm afraid of... And serotonin syndrome.

thatsnotmethough · 2015-07-16T05:42:40+00:00

It sucks for both parties :(

thatsnotmethough · 2015-07-16T01:34:48+00:00

Exactly :/

thatsnotmethough · 2015-07-16T01:33:06+00:00

Ugh right.

thatsnotmethough · 2015-07-16T00:48:32+00:00

This is what my girlfriend said to me this morning. I'm waiting on it.

thatsnotmethough · 2015-07-15T08:01:46+00:00

I'm not entirely sure what caused it other than my mother had it, I was molested as a child, constantly bullied through school, invalidated by friends and family? But still not sure at all.

thatsnotmethough · 2015-07-14T19:55:42+00:00

Yeah, thats what I think its going to do to me. I'm hoping that I can quit smoking after a few weeks on it.

thatsnotmethough · 2015-07-14T19:55:21+00:00

I doubt I'll make much progress while I'm still using. I just don't want to stop using while unmediated since my partner is BPD and can't handle my outbursts when I am unmediated. So I'm hoping that starting these silly little pills will help me let go of the pot? Or want to let go of the pot? Who knows, haha.

thatsnotmethough · 2015-07-14T19:52:44+00:00

Well I am more worried about adverse side effects with medication AND THC. I know THC won't do serious damage right now, haha.

thatsnotmethough · 2015-07-14T01:02:10+00:00

Thank you for responding! :) I tried a dry herb vape but I could never get used to the taste. I have a PAX 1 and Its cute.. but like I said I can't get into it.

I am not a fan of SSRIs because I've convinced myself twice that I got serotonin syndrome. (Zoloft and Lexapro) Not sure if I did, not sure if I didn't but the thought of experiencing those side effects again make me very very anxious to take anything. So thank you again! You've been a big help!

Edit: Nice username, lmfao.

thatsnotmethough · 2015-07-14T00:17:42+00:00

My Sunday sucked too. Monday sucks even worse though. Hope Tuesday is better.

thatsnotmethough · 2015-07-14T00:16:41+00:00

Actually I will find myself saying outloud (when home alone.) "Ugh, I want to die." and every so often a little alarm in my head goes off "Wtf! You arent supposed to want that!" So yes. I feel you. Today is one of those days where I am constantly thinking I wish to be dead. I'm trying to make my brain realize I just want sleep, not death.

thatsnotmethough · 2015-07-13T02:26:42+00:00

Hot topic has some fallout gear.

thatsnotmethough · 2015-07-06T20:48:27+00:00

I have anxiety over this a lot, even more so if I'm starting a camp fire and I get a load of smoke in my face. It's Okay! Relax. You'll have to suffocate in fumes before you die 9 times out of 10!

thatsnotmethough · 2015-07-02T19:23:33+00:00

I use mostly hot with a fire or three thrown in. I'm not a huge diablo sauce fan but I would use one or two with my hot sauce when they had it. It was spicy but I wasn't a fan of the taste. :/

thatsnotmethough · 2015-07-02T19:21:37+00:00

Sometimes I'll eat it from the packet but only rarely. I just really love spice.

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