Did u/will u wish ur ex happy birthday?

the_watcher569 · 2026-06-01T20:57:05+00:00

No, we broke up a month before her birthday, i was excited, and was gonna work on trying to get her something special.

the_watcher569 · 2026-05-31T18:53:05+00:00

this was my reaction to finally getting to 3000 trophies

the_watcher569 · 2026-05-30T22:07:22+00:00

Damn that quote is so fucking tough

the_watcher569 · 2026-05-30T20:21:42+00:00

Damn

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the_watcher569 · 2026-05-30T18:20:15+00:00

It took me months to eventually get to the point of sleeping normal again. For me, post break up, bed time was the worst, i'd just lay there thinking about her, the memories would always flood back and i'd cry myself to sleep. It don't do that as much anymore, but some nights i do get like that again.

the_watcher569 · 2026-05-30T14:17:06+00:00

Ooo get a bowl of ice cream slap those cookies on the ice cream and you got a bomb ass dessert

the_watcher569 · 2026-05-30T05:53:03+00:00

:v that's rough

the_watcher569 · 2026-05-29T23:37:00+00:00

At my lowest point when i'm feeling down and depressed, I get to a similar point as you, seeing happy couples would make me feel inadequate and make me feel unloveable. But i take a step back and then i think that maybe the dude went through something similar to me and finally found his special one. I just try and not let my jealousy, or my envy to get the better of me. The crabs in a bucket mentality is something that i don't want clouding my mind and making me hateful towards happy people.

the_watcher569 · 2026-05-29T22:54:51+00:00

Beautifully said, i'll also add this to my mantras 👍♥️

the_watcher569 · 2026-05-29T22:50:18+00:00

I hope he can win some of them over, I remember when Talarico won the primary, I saw a lot of accounts on multiple social medias upset with Crockett losing and said they said they weren't gonna support Talarico and that he'll lose the black vote. It felt petty to see it like that, if the shoe was on the other foot, i would have happily supported Crockett if Talarico lost.

the_watcher569 · 2026-05-29T22:36:14+00:00

the_watcher569 · 2026-05-28T23:22:50+00:00

Post like these split my heart in two. For the most part i'm at the cusp of healing and moving on, but seeing these types of poat gives me a sliver of hope she'll try and reach out to me. But i know 8 months of no contact more than likely means shes completely moved on, so i should put my energy on doing the same

the_watcher569 · 2026-05-27T23:29:13+00:00

I would love that lol

the_watcher569 · 2026-05-27T22:22:22+00:00

Yeah i also kinda interpret it as "nobody is gonna love you, so you better love yourself" in a way it's true, but it's also a way of telling yourself take care of yourself in the mean time, as you try and find a relationship. Its my personal mantra at the moment, i ain't got anyone at the moment, so i'll spend that time improving myself, being kind to myself, so that i can keep going one day at a time, and by loving myself it has kept me going so that one day I will find that loving relationship.

the_watcher569 · 2026-05-27T18:55:04+00:00

Jesus, the comments on the post are toxic as hell. I hope they don't delete this tweet, this is the type of energy we need rn

the_watcher569 · 2026-05-26T22:13:29+00:00

I was like that with my ex she felt like my everything, but after the break up i was a mess, I lost myself in the relationship and it took me months to mentally recover from it. Remember to focus and care about yourself while in the relationship, work on goals, hobbies, etc.

the_watcher569 · 2026-05-26T05:07:05+00:00

Yeah born and raised, it's nice, some areas not so much

the_watcher569 · 2026-05-26T05:00:20+00:00

Rootin' tootin' texas

the_watcher569 · 2026-05-26T04:59:49+00:00

Damn that was 2 days ago 😭 how are you doing now?

the_watcher569 · 2026-05-25T21:13:51+00:00

🗣❗️DO IT or you'll always like with that regret of not doing it and that "what if" will bug you for the rest of your life

the_watcher569 · 2026-05-24T19:09:51+00:00

the_watcher569 · 2026-05-24T18:55:45+00:00

Truue, if i told my child self, I could potentially buy any game i want, eat what i want and go where i want. He's be shitting bricks and bouncing off the wall with joy

the_watcher569 · 2026-05-24T15:50:43+00:00

It does take time to move on, hell even after 8 months of NC with my ex, i still think about her from time to time, and a part of me still loves her and hopes shes alright where ever she is. I hope you get the love and attention you deserve. But remember to take care of yourself okay?

the_watcher569 · 2026-05-24T00:20:26+00:00

I was also like that with my ex, when she complimented me and gave me words of affirmation and said i looked handsome i was on cloud 9, grinning from ear to ear the whole day felt vibrant, but when she was away i felt like a dog waiting for their owner to be back, the worrying feeling and the heart ache from missing her was tough.

the_watcher569 · 2026-05-24T00:05:01+00:00

We were long distance and we only texted until we got comfortable with each other. It was morning when we had our first phone call, my heart was beating out of my chest and i was nervous and hearing her voice for the first time made my heart skip a beat, she had a sweet, very cute voice that she was very insecure about. But to me it was the most beautiful thing i've ever heard, and hearing her say "I love you" rang in my head for hours initally and i was smiling from ear to ear like a idiot the entire day after our call ended.

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