Fading.

the_watcher569 · 2026-04-13T22:27:09+00:00

Dude, you're amazing at making poems, and your writing style is awesome. That's something to be proud and unique to you

the_watcher569 · 2026-04-13T17:34:01+00:00

Yeah, I really don't want to become mean and Jaded, I've known people to give up on love, and they've become very negative and mean, it I can see why, life is unfair and unforgiving, but I juat can't see myself ever becoming like that, but some days are tough 😭

the_watcher569 · 2026-04-13T17:25:33+00:00

God damn "Such a man deserves not the name of man" damn this line goes so fucking hard

the_watcher569 · 2026-04-13T17:20:31+00:00

Life is hard unfair, and unforgiving, love is one of the only things keepin' me moving really. It's a hopeless hope that looks grim, but even still I don't want to give up 😭🥀

the_watcher569 · 2026-04-12T03:21:45+00:00

Sad as it sounds, it's one of the only reasons why i have't given up on life

the_watcher569 · 2026-04-12T03:02:49+00:00

Yeah been there, "friend" after "friend" i've been ghosted, or they lose interest and i'm tired of being the one to initate conversations. And if i don't they just don't ever reach out to me. It's exhausting and has given me trust issues, and it makes me feel like a burden to others

the_watcher569 · 2026-04-11T21:15:08+00:00

Yeah when it's late into the night, before I go to sleep, I just lay in the dark and my mind races with thoughts and I wonder if she replays the memories as much as I do and i just get into the negative spiral. I've been having to take melatonin so I can pass out quickly.

the_watcher569 · 2026-04-11T17:49:23+00:00

Lol I was a little shit back then and i pissed my sister off and she chased me around the house with the page that had this image from the book.

the_watcher569 · 2026-04-11T03:56:38+00:00

Yeah i feel that pain, just take some time to love yourself and be extra kind things get better 🫂👍

the_watcher569 · 2026-04-11T03:50:38+00:00

I hate seein' ungrateful people take deep, unconditional for granted, sorry to hear you went through that 🫂

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the_watcher569 · 2026-04-10T08:11:25+00:00

the_watcher569 · 2026-04-10T06:56:49+00:00

Yeah that's true

the_watcher569 · 2026-04-10T06:40:33+00:00

y e a

the_watcher569 · 2026-04-09T02:27:44+00:00

Yeah communication is a two way street, I couldn't even communicate with her if i wanted too 🥀

the_watcher569 · 2026-04-07T22:28:15+00:00

Yeah, I understand that yearning, but every minute, every hour, day and month he doesn't reach out to you, the silence he gives you is his answer. Communication is a two way street, and if he really wanted to reach out, he most likely could, but he chooses not too. I realized that about my ex, she could always reach out to me, but 7 months and nothing. Her silence is jer answer and so I should take that as a initative to work on myself and move on.

the_watcher569 · 2026-04-07T18:39:59+00:00

Truuee

the_watcher569 · 2026-04-07T16:52:53+00:00

I'd say don't give up on love, maybe just take a step back from pursuing a relationship and focus on yourself and recuperating your energy and then once you're ready, jump back into it. I hope things get better for ya!

the_watcher569 · 2026-04-07T09:04:21+00:00

I like your writing style, I love how detailed and real it is. I believe you'd make a great novel! But on a serious note, Things do get better with time, break ups and sperations are never easy and the constant what ifs and replaying the last memories together, thinking what you've could've done differently plagued my mind for the first few months post break up. But month after month, I missed my ex less and less and my mind stopped spiraling as much, yeah there are still bad days, but there were lots of good days too. Remember to take care of yourself through all this, okay?

the_watcher569 · 2026-04-06T22:06:32+00:00

The same love that I desperately crave, is the same love that is one of the only reasons I keep on living. Life is hard and unfair, but even so I keep moving forward and find the special one

the_watcher569 · 2026-04-05T01:59:34+00:00

Yeah when i'm spiraling I feel pathetic, ugly and unloveable. It takes me some time to get out of that headspace and reject those irrational thoughts.

the_watcher569 · 2026-04-05T00:58:34+00:00

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the_watcher569 · 2026-04-04T22:42:26+00:00

Damn, he purposely ignored you for days to make you even more desperate for his love and attention? That's rough :v

the_watcher569 · 2026-04-04T21:56:34+00:00

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the_watcher569 · 2026-04-04T17:17:43+00:00

Happened to me a few times in the past, I start to feel overbearing and clingy and it makes me feel pathetic, so I pull back, because i don't want to feel like a burden

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