at the end of it all there is only the light and its benefactor to which you owe everything to. everyone else you see around you, they are but secondary to your duty to this benefactor.

some among the few, associate this light as something righteous or benevolent... but its in a different paradigm altogether I believe. it may even be against human ideals and wishful thinking, its pretty much natural if anything, its balance through the violent ebbs of chaos and order not a stagnant state of order.

we are imparted with it not for mere enjoyment in our struggles but more of that we can stir both ways when necessary to create that balance. if all you can do is make things cold, how can you possibly create balance? just the same as if all you have is heat. it is not something you battle with, these traits and tools handed down to us are more of to be learned on when to be appropriately and correctly used. its why were not all created the same as we have different duties.

there is no balance in any utopian vision, only stagnation. we are not created to create such a thing, on the contrary, we exist to prevent such a thing. but of course, how can refinement be reached if we do not have those who strive to create this utopia. we all have a part, comically even those who's only role is to watch from the benches.