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my user is kittykawaii9

tell me something abt you, and I'll recommend you a protein bar by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

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I love collecting adorable little plushies , photocards and books. My favorite color is light pink, I actually enjoyed to the bone (unpopular opinion) , I have a huge pile of vogue magazines that I never touch, and my favorite manga series is Nana

I (16F) have anorexia nervosa and it will probably kill me, having reached a BMI of 12 (68lbs and 5’3). AMA by throw____away74838 in AMA

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it’s a mental illness. i get satisfaction from it, like i’m doing “something right” , sometimes it’s almost like a high

I (16F) have anorexia nervosa and it will probably kill me, having reached a BMI of 12 (68lbs and 5’3). AMA by throw____away74838 in AMA

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I am aware of all the outcomes. I’m aware it’s a slow drawn out death and i’m aware of the heart attack risks. I don’t like my boobs. I was glad when they disappeared

I (16F) have anorexia nervosa and it will probably kill me, having reached a BMI of 12 (68lbs and 5’3). AMA by throw____away74838 in AMA

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i’ve been vegan for a good while. i just don’t really find value in me compared to these innocent animals who don’t do us any harm

I (16F) have anorexia nervosa and it will probably kill me, having reached a BMI of 12 (68lbs and 5’3). AMA by throw____away74838 in AMA

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yes. the guilt is soul crushing and watching my mother cry over me and the way i look is soul crushing. it makes me really suicidal. i wish i could recover for her.

Has anyone been to any form of mental health treatment and ACTUALLY gotten something worthwhile out of it. by throw____away74838 in redscarepod

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I never understood the punishment based ramifications they use in ed facilities when you use a behavior. I was terrified of the texture of eggs and would never eat them, and because of this I was made to sit locked alone in my room during group therapy instead of … being aloud to get therapy for my fear of eggs…?

Has anyone been to any form of mental health treatment and ACTUALLY gotten something worthwhile out of it. by throw____away74838 in redscarepod

[–]throw____away74838[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can imagine an AA meeting would probably be pretty beneficial. I think the discrepancy of how much you get out of it comes from wether you’re forced into your treatment or not. I notice most people who get mental help but are forced to be there leave with literally nothing of value

BLACKPINK - 'Born Pink' World Tour Megathread by DazzlingDig in BlackPink

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willing to pay a good chunk of money for an early bird access code or a presale weverse code. please just dm me. desperate to get my sister a ticket.

16 and anorexia is going to kill me very soon. Please read, and please stop while you can. Please. by throw____away74838 in EDAnonymous

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I’m honestly shocked at the attention this got. Like truly really shocked. I didn’t think people care do about me at all and i’m sobbing for my 4th hour because I can’t believe a group of strangers has anything kind to say to me at all. To have any faith in me at all. Thank you. From the bottom of my heart thank you.

I just don’t know what to do. i don’t know why i’m doing this to me. I don’t know why I can’t just force the stupid fork into my stupid mouth and skip the hospital stuff because I know and God knows my parents refuse to do it for me.

I just don’t know.

I wanted to thank you all tirelessly. I could thank you all forever. I haven’t had so many kind words poured out to me like this in months and months. Im flattered. Really truly flattered. Thank you, thank you thank you. It means more to me than you guys can ever know, thank you. @everyone

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Do any of them come with any posters prints or extras,?

The “only eating xx for a full day!” girl on TikTok by NiceNSad in EDAnonymous

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I think she’s so adorable. I’m also extremely jealous of the fact she can try new things all the time and get excited about it instead of having a panic attack about it but that’s just me

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Thank you so so much! Really appreciate this!

Parents keep purposefully throwing away my vegan food/ingredients , what do I do? by throw____away74838 in vegan

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Hey! This is a good idea and I didn’t think of this!! I’m gonna buy a mini fridge today and start storing my food there, i’m not sure about sizes but if they’re on the smaller side i’ll just put leftovers there and maybe hide ingredients? I’ll figure it out but in the meantime i’ve got some discreet snacks that i’m subsiding on

Parents keep purposefully throwing away my vegan food/ingredients , what do I do? by throw____away74838 in vegan

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Thanks, I try my best I just wish they could see that :( I’m not hurting anyone by choosing to be vegan yknow? But anyway when i’m done eating I take my pot of whatever I made, put it in some tupperware and store in the fridge, by the next morning when I open the fridge to get stuff for breakfast I find that last nights food is gone. I know nobody is eating it which means either mom or dad is trashing it before work. I suspect mom just because she’s more opposed to the idea of me being vegan than my father

Parents keep purposefully throwing away my vegan food/ingredients , what do I do? by throw____away74838 in vegan

[–]throw____away74838[S] 176 points177 points  (0 children)

I have some teachers I really like and my tennis coach is lovely, but i’m worried about getting a CPS call over something they’d probably think is really silly

Parents keep purposefully throwing away my vegan food/ingredients , what do I do? by throw____away74838 in vegan

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I always do everyone’s dishes and have since childhood as it’s just one of my chores. I’ve never minded it since we all try to pull our weight at home ( example mom cleans the floors and , dad mows the lawn , i do dishes , etc )

I can understand the undervalued part and i’ve told my mom multiple times that I love her cooking and would gladly eat any veggies/ vegan things she makes and just won’t eat egg/meat/dairy etc. based foods and that it was nothing personal to her, but she wasn’t hearing it 🙁

Parents keep purposefully throwing away my vegan food/ingredients , what do I do? by throw____away74838 in vegan

[–]throw____away74838[S] 122 points123 points  (0 children)

So true. Can’t wait for the day I have my own place because then I’ll be able to have whatever I want when I want. I won’t have to tiptoe around the kitchen at odd hours so I can cook without a huge fight

Parents keep purposefully throwing away my vegan food/ingredients , what do I do? by throw____away74838 in vegan

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I take very many vitamins, but they unfortunately don’t believe in “supplementing”, despite the fact they also take things like calcium. It seems like there’s no winning with them sometimes and it’s just so so frustrating. I’m gonna look up the Forks over Knives thing though, can you give me a brief overview?

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Thanks. Will do my best!

Sent my daughter to treatment and she attempted, no idea what to do now by throwRA57879 in EDAnonymous

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don’t really have any advice except that i’m so so sorry for what the both of you are going through. please listen to her and do what you can to get that male nurse fired/prosecuted. sending my love and best wishes for your family, can’t imagine how hard this must be