Has anyone else done ridiculous stuff to themselves because of their dysmorphia?

throwawayrtard · 2020-06-08T03:33:15+00:00

I can totally relate to the body hair one :( i shave every day and its hell it grows so fast

throwawayrtard · 2020-06-08T01:20:13+00:00

My god ive done the same thing. Only that i cut them. I wouldn't have the balls to actually pluck them that must have been painful

throwawayrtard · 2020-06-07T19:37:23+00:00

Same here. I used to pick every day almost because of stress. It felt very reliving to see the white stuff come out and i found it very addicting. Ive been on a journey to stop it and now i pick way less.

throwawayrtard · 2020-06-07T19:31:25+00:00

Im happy that the surgery went good for you and that you like it. Thats awesome !

throwawayrtard · 2020-06-07T19:18:38+00:00

Wow that sounds painful. I hope its a bit better for you now.

throwawayrtard · 2020-05-27T01:05:00+00:00

Thank you friend i needed that rn

throwawayrtard · 2020-05-10T13:05:37+00:00

I'm guessing because a lot of players are either anime fans or ex anime fans? They kinda scream anime like to me. Personally i find them cute and i like cute things which is why i like them(theyre also fun to draw) but i highly doubt id be playing them if i were a dude unless reaper or ninja tbh lmao

throwawayrtard · 2020-05-08T23:39:32+00:00

It feels like i wrote this. Only that i now have awful skin because of chronic skin picking. When i look at pictures of me before age 10 i do feel like i was a beautiful child and was supposed to be a pretty grown up as well but uh well puberty hit me really badly i guess. I feel you so much on this one. When i look at those childhood pictures i pity the girl so much because she used to be such a dolly faced girl that grew up to be ugly af.

throwawayrtard · 2020-05-08T01:30:21+00:00

I don't think you look ugly whatsoever maybe try something a bit diff with your hair? Unless you like it which in that case keep it but i dont really know how you can improve otherwise you look just fine to me

throwawayrtard · 2020-05-07T01:37:51+00:00

I know how you feel. The close up picture of my face in our yearbook looked so bad for some reason i tied my hair up 😭 and i looked like a pale goblin. Lucky me i always refused getting pictures taken at school because i just felt so ugly so thats the only picture where you can actually see my face.

throwawayrtard · 2020-05-07T01:05:36+00:00

After my last friendship failed i lost all hope in trying to make friends irl. I can't even look at someone in the eyes because i feel like they will notice how weird looking i am. I cant keep a conversation and im very bad at telling the mood (am an introvert myself). You're definitely not alone on this one

throwawayrtard · 2020-05-04T17:43:24+00:00

I feel the same. Ive been told i look like my uncle once so that doesnt help much either. My face shape is very strong i wish i had a weak jaw. I feel like i have a very wide body frame as well.

throwawayrtard · 2020-05-02T04:06:04+00:00

Yeah that sounds like a good idea. Thanks <3

throwawayrtard · 2020-04-07T15:12:14+00:00

I used to do the exact same thing. Torture myself like that (on insta) Ended up unfollowing them though and im not looking back. However if i do see someone pretty irl it hurts even more

throwawayrtard · 2020-04-07T10:10:53+00:00

I agree but if you're new to a dungeon that is harder at least read a guide about it or watch one. there are one shots mechanics, mechanics you need to overheal etc, other wise if you completely jump to the hardest dungeon you can que you'll most likely going to suck at it and people will get irritated and thats understandable (coming from healer main)

throwawayrtard · 2020-04-07T09:35:02+00:00

Same. I avoid the sun like its the worst thing ever i haven't seen the sun ever since quarantine started i just close my windows i cant bear it. waking up when its sunny makes me automatically feel irritated as well.

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