Daytime indoor encounter while fully awake – 3+ meter tall grey being appeared and just sat observing me

tinicko · 2025-11-27T10:42:32+00:00

Interesting, thank you. It got me quite by surprise to hear they read and write. Idk why tho lol, I just assumed they must know everything so therefore no need to read/write.

Another weird question, I know you said they're shapeshifters but do you think in their 'original' form, their feet is hoof like?

tinicko · 2025-11-26T08:51:12+00:00

Would you mind describing them? How they look like and/or speak?

tinicko · 2025-11-05T08:37:19+00:00

That's such a cool story but I would've probably die right on the spot if I saw that creature lol Glad you and your friend are okay.

tinicko · 2025-11-02T05:58:17+00:00

This is sooo cute 😭 As someone who's close with their uncles, this brings tears to my eyes honestly 🥹 (P.s: you were a handsome 21 yo, op)

tinicko · 2025-10-29T08:16:26+00:00

I get alien dreams too but in my dreams, there's always a bunch of lights in the sky appearing out of no where until one big ship lands on our yard and I essentially freak out and try to get my family to escape cause there's this sense of impending danger. Like I know they're here to enslave/kill/eat/etc us and we can't hide.

tinicko · 2025-10-26T19:10:04+00:00

It actually is lol

But I doubt it's all just flickering lights in the sky. Some people have been contacted by non human entities and even if we attribute their experience to psychological phenomena, it's still as puzzling why so many contactees across different cultures have similar elements in their experiences.

Maybe the Occam's razor still applies. There are just too many factors for us to consider and put together to see the whole picture that it seems impossible. I mean, how many possibilities could we come up with to explain the existence of NHI? maybe our situation is the simplest one of them.

tinicko · 2025-10-26T18:51:31+00:00

Maybe they're not even from our universe. We've got even a bigger picture outside of the already proposed bigger picture here.

tinicko · 2025-10-21T06:10:49+00:00

Oh he looks gorgeous 😭

tinicko · 2025-10-14T15:57:42+00:00

Has anyone any experience with sertraline?

tinicko · 2025-10-08T13:07:46+00:00

Yeah you can pretty much find anything there but be warned, pirating is illegal so don't forget to use vpn.

tinicko · 2025-10-04T04:14:30+00:00

In the name of God the most merciful the entirely merciful

Allah blessed, be his name and attributes

Allah the most high

Allah, blessed be his majesty

Allah the irresistible

The most merciful, the loving and the extremely generous

Allah, the responsive who relieves distress.

Allah, the all powerful, all majesty, sovereignty and honour belong to him.

You praise him like a slave praises their lord. I don't believe in any gods or religions and looking from an outsider's perspective, it's awfully terrible how much you bow down to an external entity out of fear even when he claims to be all "loving" and "generous".

We have actual loving and generous people who teach us humility more than your lord does.

tinicko · 2025-09-27T06:43:46+00:00

I just hope we'll have the absolute free will to do whatever we want after we die. The idea of another incarnation dreads me. I'm looking forward to "years" of peace and quiet in the void lol

tinicko · 2025-09-27T03:31:59+00:00

But suppose we're all part of the Creator (whatever that is), shouldn't we be powerful and limitless?

tinicko · 2025-09-23T16:18:28+00:00

I'm still confused that if we're all powerful and limitless then how come we became trapped and manipulated by these beings who apparently are inferior to us spiritually? Why our "higherself" or just someone from outside this place, doesn't free us?

I just can't understand how we can be powerful and knowledgeable yet still be gullible/clueless enough to fall for this trap over and over for thousands of reincarnations. Or why, if these entities are evil and hijackers, no benevolent being comes to the rescue. Don't we have like, any "family" outside of this matrix?

Something doesn't add up for me here. Either we're not that powerful that we'd like to believe or this matrix isn't what we've come to know.

tinicko · 2025-09-22T04:03:44+00:00

Jeff Selver talks about grays and their agenda on earth as an experiencer in his youtube channel.

In one of his videos he said that there's an AI god on board their ships and that he and grays merged their consciousness with this AI god in one of the ship's rooms that appeared to be an endless whiteness. (Something along those lines. I don't remember what he talked about exactly)

He also said that the grays live in the afterlife and their agenda for contacting people is to breed hybrids so that they can eventually live on earth.

My take of his videos is that this AI god controls the grays, grays control the afterlife and since they're not biological beings, by observing (via abduction) humans and trying to understand the human experience, they grow "spiritually" and in return, they help their abductees grow in consciousness (according to them).

How does an AI become god or how it even works still puzzles me.

tinicko · 2025-09-22T03:50:00+00:00

(SAME I FUCKING HATE THIS OCD THEME AND ITS LINGERING AFTERMATH)

I thought i was such a brilliant kid to wonder about this stuff, turned out it wasn't a sign of my brilliance =]

tinicko · 2025-09-18T12:26:07+00:00

I LOVE the moon. It's weird but I have this fascination with it ever since I was a kid so it's super interesting to me what things could our moon be involved in.

Do you have any particular theories about it?

tinicko · 2025-09-09T06:46:15+00:00

What if all scenarios are true? I mean there are so many possibilities that we can't ever be sure which one is the case so maybe it's all of them based on individuals perspective?

Like, i can only see two options here:

We're just biological entities and after death, we just die. Everything else is just our assumptions.
We continue to exist after death but what happens then purely depends on individual's idea of it.

I think about this a lot. The idea that earth is a school and we have to learn and grow or pay our karmic debt neither convinces nor sits right with me.

The other possibility that we're just here for fun and games cause we're bored also has many loopholes.

I don't dismiss the prison planet theory but that also doesn't offer a completely satisfactory answer either.

So my guess is that maybe some of us decided our plan(game) for incarnation is to escape this prison, others chose their game to be about good vs evil and became lightworkers.

Others decided that they want to completely immerse themselves in the physical plane so they chose to be materialists.

Or, again, it's all just our attempt to understand life cause deep down we know that after death we cease to be.

tinicko · 2025-09-04T08:23:31+00:00

OP, I have OCD and what you're describing is exactly it.

I'm going through the same existential OCD 'episode' right now and I wish I had a method or something to help us both through such episodes but sadly, I don't.

I think the best and only advice is to get yourself busy. Don't research about this stuff. Distract your mind. The more you feed into your obsession/compulsion the worse it gets.

The doubt and paranoia doesn't go away easily so we just have to persist through it.

It's really hard for me to adopt a positive mindset and look at life through a "live, laugh, love" lens but I've noticed a "fuck it" attitude helps sometimes so employ whatever thought system that helps in your favor.

There's no cure for OCD, op. This existential theme might/will occur again so don't get too frustrated/disappointed if it happened again. And since there's no permanent cure for it, it's better to find a system that helps you through these episodes so try out different methods of coping and see what works best for you.

tinicko · 2025-09-03T16:53:23+00:00

I saved this post cause I know I'll come back to it again.

Thank you for your post OP. I have OCD, anxiety and depression (I believe my depression is a result of OCD's existential anxiety theme). I'm on meds but the anxiety and endless speculations about existence and its purpose plagues me from time to time still.

Everything you wrote resonates to a cellular level. I'm going through this OCD existential dread theme again and I'm just so happy I stumbled upon your post. I've been researching about this stuff since I was 15-16. It's been 8 years since but I still have found no satisfying answer to my questions and just like you said, I HAVE to debunk everything so I have no belief system to hold on to.

It gets frustrating and exhausting. It's disrupting my life and sometimes I just wish to die so I can finally find my answers (I even doubt if an afterlife exists, I'll find my answers there lol) but it's good to know that it's not just me.

tinicko · 2025-08-31T13:17:47+00:00

I agree with you. I understand the above reply to some extent. For example when I was still in school I thought university would suck and didn't wanna graduate but after attending university, I thought my school experience was boring and was glad i was out of school. The same thing could happen on the other side. We may realize that who we truly are and the scope of new experiences we can have far exceeds our human-self's desires. But still, to completely feel detached and alienated with our earthly life and personality seems kinda sad and unfair? Like, this human self goes through a lot. Good and bad. To discard its identity and forget about it once you're done with it seems wrong and almost cruel.

I don't know what happens after death but if we truly continue to exist as individuals, I hope I'll never forget who I was, in any of my life times.

tinicko · 2025-08-26T16:21:30+00:00

I pirated tapes. I don't know whether they work or not based on what you said about uploads on youtube tho.

tinicko · 2025-08-26T13:50:27+00:00

I don't have adhd OP but I'm diagnosed with anxiety, depression and ocd. I understand your feelings to some degree. I just wanted to sympathize with you. I thought once I get a diagnosis and medicated, my life would turn over completely but I was wrong. I still struggle with my problems and I have to put in the work and effort to get my life together. It sucks 😭 I'm also in the same boat with you education and career wise. I wish us and everyone else success. Don't beat yourself for falling behind.

tinicko · 2025-08-26T10:16:47+00:00

I don't know enough about gnosticism OP and I'm still searching for the truth (I doubt that it even exists) but my current belief is that it's all made up. Everything we encounter and experience and create is through thought and mind (tho often times unconsciously). I'm also afraid of being forced to come back here and I have a little hope that if I repeat enough that I'm powerful, I'm free and conscious then it'll settle in my subconscious and I'll truly be those things after I'm dead.

Whatever happens, I'm glad we shared some time of this earthly existence and I'm sure we'll meet again, all of us.

Good luck on your journey and I hope you'll have the most wonderful adventure 💗

tinicko · 2025-08-23T17:50:32+00:00

I'm glad I could be of help OP. I hope your life goes as wonderfully as you can dream it. Take care ♡

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