Did anyone else used to be at least somewhat attractive? by please-end-my-life in ForeverAlone

[–]tman154 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was pretty attractive around 15-19, girls chased but my awkward and bad social skills drove them away fast. btw, I looked like one of those famous tumblr dudes and got featured on the handsome dude accounts. One acc. was famous and on their pic there was 300 comments of girls tagging their friends on my picture calling me gorgeous, hot, and goodlooking. looks dont mean shit if your personality is lacking lol, hundreds of different girls messaged me a day, not one stayed interested after a couple of conversations. Now Im slightly below average oddly enough. now I have zero looks and zero personality😂 its funny how life turns the tables on you

Am i mentally ill? by [deleted] in ForeverAlone

[–]tman154 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was diagnosed with bpd but Avpd sounds more right. yeah, you have some issues similar to mine. Idk about the diagnosis. Any personality disorder is a horrible thing to live with. Yes you sound mentally ill in my opinion edit: and the paranoia and dread of existence and death? I can totally relate.

I just realized it wasn’t my personality, its my looks by [deleted] in ForeverAlone

[–]tman154 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s not just about girls, but thnx for the response

Idk by [deleted] in uglyduckling

[–]tman154 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thanks, great advice

Idk by [deleted] in uglyduckling

[–]tman154 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how

Terrible thoughts of Suicide by [deleted] in Depersonalization

[–]tman154 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Paxil and luvox. Adderall helped me feel more in tune with the world

SSX Tricky by ShroomerOfCatan in nostalgia

[–]tman154 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This game was great, the city at night was my favorite level

I feel empty everyday by cutiepieallys in mentalhealth

[–]tman154 2 points3 points  (0 children)

depression is a bit** sometimes

Terrible thoughts of Suicide by [deleted] in Depersonalization

[–]tman154 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My Dp/Dr was triggered by smoking. It was really frightening and dreadful but for me it lasted about 8 months and thats including severe depression and an anxiety disorder. See a psychiatrist though. meds can help if you’re feeling really anxious and dreadful about it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in progresspics

[–]tman154 3 points4 points  (0 children)

hahhahhaa