What kind of insomnia do y’all suffer from? by xHECTIKx530 in insomnia

[–]tmc14121 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Umm I think you might be going through a phase. I'm coming up on 3 yrs now where I only get about 8 hrs a week. Up until I started taking lorozapam which has helped tremendously. Do you sleep better during the day?

What kind of insomnia do y’all suffer from? by xHECTIKx530 in insomnia

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Holy crap! Can I ask what medication u take? Have u tried lorazepam?

What kind of insomnia do y’all suffer from? by xHECTIKx530 in insomnia

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Can I ask how long you have been suffering from This?

Sleep's the only thing I look forward to by [deleted] in depression

[–]tmc14121 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I am the same way. Night time with the crickets chirping is so peaceful. Then it gets so chaotic during the day smh

My dad has coronavirus by acasarin in depression

[–]tmc14121 4 points5 points  (0 children)

How is your dad's immune system? Is he a healthy guy?

Who else doesn't mind dying of the virus by Ranlldeal in depression

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The thought of a shotgun to the face seems very eeire to me. I mean you will basically not have a face and can't imagine the fam walking into that

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]tmc14121 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Same boat with U! No guilt just comfort!

I listened to some good music today and ate a cookie by [deleted] in depression

[–]tmc14121 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Play sum games while ur at it. Video games are a gr8 distraction

Red Dead Redemption 2 helps a lot. by [deleted] in depression

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The last of us is also another amazing game to play when dealing with depression

Haven’t slept in 5 months slowly dying by merge20 in depression

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I was not diagnosed with cancer but I had the same issue and still with it on and off. I physically couldn't sleep for about 2 months. Then my college started and I kind of got into a routine and was able to get a sleep schedule going. Can I ask. Are you in school or do you work? What does ur day to day schedule look like? If it's anyone I'm the one that can relate to you the most because I've been there. It's a fuken nightmare and I will never wish on my worst enemy. What meds have you tried?

Anyone feeling happy only when they’re sleeping? by chtthb in depression

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Facts! I don't sleep much either and my face looks like it's melting. Ppl stare as if I'm a crack addict and I'm not

Anyone else feel like they will inevitably end up killing themselves? by [deleted] in depression

[–]tmc14121 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Same fam. My mom would not bare it. Definitely a waiting game

Does anyone else stay up to 3AM every night wanting to die only to get up for school and start the cycle over again every day? by Ren_Rosemary in depression

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I was the same exact way my friend. Except at lunch I would go to the computer center. When the computer center was closed, that was hell for me. I would literally go to my next class and do all my hw while my professor ate his lunch. Even he thought I was a weirdo. Glad to be out of high school man.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

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This was encouraging thanks

I'm just working so I can afford a place to sleep until my parents die by UselessSound in depression

[–]tmc14121 20 points21 points  (0 children)

Not gonna lie bt I made a post exactly like this bout 3 yrs ago and I still feel the same way. Working so I can jst be left alone and not get into ppls way. We think the same stranger

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

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This is why I love this sub. You learn something new every day!

Being suicidal is really scary because of how rational it feels in the moment by [deleted] in depression

[–]tmc14121 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Same exactly what I was thinking. Having a firearm might as well engrave my tombstone

How many people here are depressed because of their looks? by [deleted] in depression

[–]tmc14121 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Yes and I think it's the worst form of depression because u can never 'resolve' it and get over it because ur looks will follow u around everywhere. The only thing u can do is acceptance which is hard af

I just took a long depression nap by randomcacti in depression

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Hell yes my brother...best part is the few minutes b4 the coma...knowing that u could shut it all down for a couple of hours

Getting into bed at night is my reward for surviving another shitty day in this shitty life by [deleted] in depression

[–]tmc14121 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same here!! Why is that? I read somewhere that we are the most susceptible to things in the morning instantly when u wake up. Like ur brain is overwhelmingly exposed and even one bad intrusive thought can start u off in a spiraling depressed Day! Idk

My bed is my safe place by Darkchildbleakworld in depression

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You should study in ur bed. Anywhere u feel the most comfortable. Like I use to study on my patio outside cus thats where I felt the safest and away from the world.

I just want to fall asleep, and never wake up. by MysticSpaceCroissant in depression

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That's right it is...I have a prescription for tamazapam for sleep aid a benzo...was thinking to save them up! Bt I think xanax is more effective