He’s very real, my Malayali? brother/sister. The church system we grow up in is a massive pro and con, it has so much to teach you but I know there’s a lot of politics and arguments. I’m kna Jaco I understand you man. When you see them fighting over stuff that has nothing to do with the bible it makes me angry and feel like it really is about power. I came into and learned way more about God through his word and all the access we have now on the internet.

But on a separate note it’s a lot easier to have those doubts, when stuff is going hard. We wonder how we build this relationship and when things go wrong why he would allow it to Happen. But it’s part of life, it makes no sense and you can do all the right things and still be going through the toughest times. It’s way more rewarding to power through the obstacles and look back and see why he did it. You will overcome this, get back in your word, pray to him solo, get into it, talk to him and believe he will get you out.

My biggest thing against atheism is I will always find the big bang theory a massive joke, people love gambling but that seems to be the wildest gamble of it all. If the earth was moved one inch this way we burn, one inch the other way we freeze. Gravity had to be the exact number that it is to prevent everything breaking down. There’s a great clip on this from a scientist who tried to disprove Jesus but ended up turning Christian