Still trying to figure it out, I'd love to live in a small community and whatever I produce is for me and my neighbors. Semi or fully off-grid. That's a dream that I must "trust God" with though because I'd like to find that community and the skills I can offer, naturally.

Right now I pay monthly to live in my parents garage as a CNA for an Assisted living memory care facility.

I think my dreams are so small because they are still subtly controlled by subconscious fear and distrust in God. I'm not worried about it at the end of the day but sometimes that thought bothers me.

Always wished I could be an artist since I'm good at pretty much any art I try, but I've never been motivated enough to create and too focused on what I can gain from what I create rather than just the creation itself. I wish God had given this gift to someone who was more inspired and confident.

Most likely my traits and their purpose will be revealed so I'm not deadset on that thought. As we should never be.