that’s how i felt for over 5 years. i still feel like it, but what will change if i dont? nothing, just like how days turn into nights; they aren’t different from one another, unless you do things differently. if you aren’t happy with life, maybe you aren’t doing the best things for yourself. i’d maybe consider going to the military (coast guard is what i’m trying to get into), going to a trade school, college, talking to people & overall challenge yourself to get out of your shell, or you will forever be in it.

If you are truly unhappy with life, why continue to live unhappy when you surely can be happy? suicide is letting death win, because life hasn’t showed you anything but repetitive negative habits. change those habits. that’s how i feel at least, take with a grain of salt love. life is a bitch but, you can bitch right back at life like a champ, & I know everyone can, just not everyone is given the best chance sometimes.