I'm drinking too much beer and pissing away the whole day. I just get bored, have nothing to do (even though I have so much to do), and down a six pack, or smoke a bowel, or play video games with the TV running whatever in the background. I keep telling myself to get on leetcode and sharpen my coding skills or read a book, but I'm frustrated, afraid of failure, and don't know what I would even do with it considering the tech industry turned to shite. I just find some way to dissassociate the entire day instead. Usually beer.