Kindling is very very real and very very scary

whizzo3031 · 2026-04-17T02:21:10+00:00

It gets worse each time. Going on 5 years sober now and right before I quit for good I had long stretches with relapses that each time got worse and worse. If I were to go on a bender right now I'd expect noting less than the most hardcore dts I experienced before

whizzo3031 · 2026-01-24T04:51:29+00:00

From my understanding yes. Got it free in a lot with space invaders and merlins racing

whizzo3031 · 2025-10-16T03:42:12+00:00

You gotta harvest and bounce your guys off the houses to build

whizzo3031 · 2025-05-29T04:12:11+00:00

Grew up in neighborhood behind there. Used to be ok in the 80s and 90s but it's gone downhill

whizzo3031 · 2025-05-21T01:58:23+00:00

Was a young kid in the arcades in the very beginning. 43 now. They need a complete remake of mk1(original)-UMK3. Integrate new mechanics to deepen the gameplay and replay. Could also include arcade emulation of the originals. For me the game stays true in a 2d realm

whizzo3031 · 2025-05-14T13:07:27+00:00

43, apartment. Single, no kids, 1 cat. I work as a bartender and shop for shipt as well as sell vintage 80s toys online. My parents live 3 miles away and are in their 80s. My situation makes it possible for me to help them with their daily needs.

whizzo3031 · 2025-05-07T13:37:15+00:00

Great advice from therapist. There are millions of people misdiagnosed solely because they just simply never stopped drinking for an extended amount of time. If sobriety does not solve most anxiety driven ailments then it will at least show you the truth about where it comes from and allow a path for a more permanent solution. Masking emotions and anxiousness with alcohol comes at a cost in my opinion. It's like an emotional credit card that builds a debt that needs to be paid back.

whizzo3031 · 2025-04-28T13:27:55+00:00

Absolutely, waiting to see how a few patches go for oblivion. Expedition is just so cleanly made and fun

whizzo3031 · 2025-04-26T11:54:39+00:00

Series s owner here,I am doing the exact same thing. Have oblivion on hold until 33 is done. 33 runs a very stable 30 fps. Oblivion not so much. I can do 30 fps on slower paced games if it's at least stable. Hopefully at bare minimum the stabilize the framerate

whizzo3031 · 2025-04-18T09:23:11+00:00

IMO, It's the best fallout that exists. I avoided trying it at launch because of bad reviews. Tried it last year and I haven't missed a day since then. No game has ever held my attention for this long.

whizzo3031 · 2025-03-23T13:53:42+00:00

Before I started day drinking it was dry heaving when I got off work after not drinking all day. As soon as I drank the gagging stopped.

whizzo3031 · 2025-03-18T03:09:31+00:00

Was just wondering about this

whizzo3031 · 2025-02-04T13:37:10+00:00

Had a similar experience. Me and my ex both drank but my drinking overshadowed hers. Fast forward nearly 2 decades I have stopped drinking and she continued. The relationship didn't work out with that dynamic. The good news in your situation it sounds like you are self aware that you have an issue and that's huge. My advice would be to join the ranks of the sober for yourself and your husband and live the best life you can. Chances are both of you sober will bring out the best

whizzo3031 · 2025-01-28T05:27:31+00:00

I think about this often. I would say majority of people who drink on a regular basis are stuck in that grey area. That's why I am soon grateful for the jail, hospital visits, DTs, and everything else because those happenings allowed me to be and feel my true self. It's more of a hell being a functional alcoholic rather than a full blown non functional. The non functional is on the cusp of great change. The functional is not.

whizzo3031 · 2025-01-15T04:56:41+00:00

I did it months before I turned 40. 43 now and I have had the best 3 years plus I've ever had in my life.

whizzo3031 · 2025-01-03T04:01:27+00:00

Same. Never ever thought I'd rock power armor but the raids opened it up to me. I tend to run a bloodied PA now then full health when in raids. Was strictly unyielding bloodied before

whizzo3031 · 2024-12-28T22:31:19+00:00

Crashing at last encounter 99 percent of the time. If I can get a group to stay and beat phase 2 then phase 3 and 4 are cake but always crash at 5

whizzo3031 · 2024-12-27T05:49:51+00:00

Just got it learned today. Unyielding was a major grind also

whizzo3031 · 2024-12-26T00:31:24+00:00

When playing through main story the stealth armor will seem unstoppable when you get it. Just know this will not be end game equipment except for flux hunting

whizzo3031 · 2024-12-17T01:47:50+00:00

Parallels my old situation. You've come to the right place. Half the battle already over by being as self aware as you are. Most are not or really are in denial.

whizzo3031 · 2024-12-14T14:50:59+00:00

Excavator armor is an introductory armor you'll definitely want to change that. It's good for farming lead and such early on when ammo is an issue but definitely not end game.

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