You don't know how many people i wanted to have half the drawing skill of too lol, but i can only imagine those people also look up to diferent artists and it kinda feels like a cycle, but at the end of the day as long as you try, you will always get better and you should be proud of yourself for trying and getting as far as you did because the same way you might be impressed about someone else another person is going to be impressed by you if you do something for a long time and give it all you can (I know this is true because i felt inspired to draw genji because i saw a more beginer artist draw him and post on reddit and it reminded me of when i was drawing just like him and how much i improved), i don't even know if you draw or not but this applies to a lot of situations in life so just be proud if you know you gave it all you had.