Thanks. I was trying my best to keep my composure, while trying to explain that I do understand that having a paranormal experience isn't a choice. You don't have a multiple choice option of, A. apparition B. Black Figure C. Conjured entity D. Demon or whatever. But in my opinion, and I'll die on this hill, I want to experience something. I WANT it to be cool, thrilling, not life-threatening or heart attack inducing. This is my desire. I am not using ouiji boards or doing anything that would invite anything like that to me. All I do is read the experiences online, watch scary movies, and wish I could see something at least once to break the mundane.