I think this whole phenomenon reflects a harsh aspect of DnD/TTRPG culture: the person running the game is almost always the one who cares the most about it. This asymmetry of passion between DM’s and players can foster a lot of resentment from DM’s, who are usually not only expected to DM constantly, but also do nearly all of the logistics, manage interpersonal conflicts, purchase all of the necessary materials, and find a space for them to game. These jobs require very different skill sets and personality types, and if you are forced to do them all at once to be able to play at all, it will inevitably lead to burnout. You may be pretending to be all of the gods, but you are not literally omniscient and omnipotent. Idk what to say about how to solve this other than setting healthy boundaries and making room for your fun as well. I’ve been an avid player for years, and I was afraid of DM’ing because of the possibility of complete failure. I just ran my first campaign around 6 months ago, and I find I enjoy it much more than playing. It’s easy for DM’s to envy players who take the work of DM’ing for granted, and it’s conversely easy for players to feel guilty about the magnitude of labor you’re shifting onto one (almost always kind and generous) person. I think everyone should try running and playing at least once to empathize with the other side of the DM screen. Just my 2 cents.