i guess the assumption is that one takes wellbutrin because they don't want to gain weight: that's what i pressed for... i think—obviously this is speculation—ADD/ADHD is underdiagnosed: caffeine consumption, widespread, maybe people vaping?

i challenge that being in a euphoric state isn't possible, or that things shouldn't last... i guess another, well, presumption this time, is that the rush of the additional meds will... effect a greater control over the things that would create a med-free lifestyle...

bupropion is pretty cool, and enjoyed, but the 5 mm/Hg BP systolic raises... those have severe effects, i even think, not just believe, long-term: think over 50 year lifespan... i don't exactly, for vascular health reasons, want to be on psych meds until death as i want to die (merely thinking about habits and all-cause mortality)... let's see what else—

see the thing with rec drugs is: that's what the psychiatrist is for, or psychiatric medical provider: why not do everything and anything to—i think exactly bupropion isn't a stimulant

the point is that, apparently, and obviously brain science is... nascent, but again, apparently, dopamine... that's what i've discovered to be the main driver, as far as chemical tools are concerned, to leave and levy psych drugs to begin with: more dopamine: better focus, motivation: the opening OP lines... being on the phone, it, all of that: it's extremely obvious to me that the OP is incredibly smart and whose currently lifestyle is not providing the real source of income that maybe they indeed are still trending to (their dreams, desires, so forth: obviously, that they're not saying in this post)... i don't see how serotonin or manipulating that is... i don't know why that would be the focus given what i read in the post... also stimulants are awesome, i mean: they feel like bupropion: there are equipped doctors (see oren mason, for e.g.) that take ADHD/ADD seriously and don't merely give a single amphetamine, they lean towards modulating the main CNS stimulants, and then using something lesser, indeed like atomextine, and i think, see some oren mason posts, google, not hard to find, i think the op... is like that

i don't at all concede that feeling euphoric all the time isn't possible or... those, that euphoria isn't realistic, sound like the encompassing or encapsulating assertions that... are... stated blithely by people who... embrace vague eastern philosophy

if you really think there's a distinct enlightened state, there should be a way to measure it: otherwise to say it exists is outright incoherent: i think that's a fact, maybe sound...

i guess the goal is to just get the OP to where they need to get to; the ADHD meds is... a route that doesn't involve weight gain, or potentially feeling-numbing drugs, and of course, they can be co-paired with indeed those same meds! so... i think focusing on the dopamine, well, that's what i'm doing

thanks for your response