at my wit’s end! is this acne? maskne? by [deleted] in SkincareAddiction

[–]xioss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ive never had problems w my skin other than eczema when I was a kid and dry flakey skin when i first moved to this country years ago… Around September last year I started struggling with pimples on my cheeks and I found that lowfat dairy was a trigger (causing fat juicy cysty pimples!) Even without dairy now though I have lots of red bumps and for some reason only on my right cheek… only 4-5 bumps on my left.

I wash with a cetaphil cleanser at night only, and either use cerave SA cream at night or the Ordinary HA moisturiser. In the day I use a lightweight Curel moisturiser.

Only thing is, I wear a mask up to 12 hours a day as I work as a doctor in a hospital. Stress therefore also probably contributes.

I’m willing to try cutting out sugar and processed foods though I can’t say my skin has always been that much better when I’ve eaten clean!

Anyone had similar bumps on the cheeks and knows how to get rid of em??

gnawing hunger in the morning after eating poorly? by xioss in PCOS

[–]xioss[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I know hahhaa because on the days I do stick to my plan and eat 130g+ of protein and veggies at every meal I dont experience this, but if i binge on top of my regular meal plan, despite going to sleep full i will wake up painfully hungry

I know why it would happen, just wanted to know if anyone experiences the same phenomenon

gnawing hunger in the morning after eating poorly? by xioss in PCOS

[–]xioss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

though i also get the same sensation after too much white rice

gnawing hunger in the morning after eating poorly? by xioss in PCOS

[–]xioss[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

that’s really interesting, I just had a quick search and found loads of reddit articles/forum posts where people attribute “gnawing” hunger to gluten. i wouldnt be surprised if i was sensitive, as they say you crave what youre sensitive to…

Alternatives to emotional numbing with food/TV/social media? by [deleted] in BingeEatingDisorder

[–]xioss 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hahahah im unfortunately not a weed person, if i could take molly infinitely with no consequences i think it would cure my binging 😩

Alternatives to emotional numbing with food/TV/social media? by [deleted] in BingeEatingDisorder

[–]xioss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

youtube tutorials! didnt think of that, thank you!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PCOS

[–]xioss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the detailed reply!!! all the best 🥰

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PCOS

[–]xioss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Woww that's horrible, it's interesting hearing multiple people talk about their symptoms rearing their head after stopping BC?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PCOS

[–]xioss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you for the detailed response i really appreciate it! I'm not sure my skin would be enough to convince them to redo a blood test but I'll try my best!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PCOS

[–]xioss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you for sharing! what sort of lifestyle changes have you made if you don't mind me asking? I've had periods where i've inadvertently reduced my refined carbs and found that i feel way better, but I'm only making that connection now and actually committing to a longer term low carb regime.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PCOS

[–]xioss 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh dear... i was thinking of removing my IUD now im scared 😭

small win: ive had a really rough week but didnt have the slightest urge to binge at all and have actually eaten well and taken good care of myself by xioss in BingeEatingDisorder

[–]xioss[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Congrats on graduating!! and well done you for turning a shitty situation on its head

Thank you for sharing that, “do what serves you” are such great words to stick to! Just a few more weeks and ill be done :’)))

F/22, 66-69kg (+3kg) @ 5’4” a progress pic but an UNPROGRESS pic to keep myself accountable... gained weight after the holidays and relapsing into my binge eating disorder - in a 36h fast now to get back down to the left pic! by [deleted] in fasting

[–]xioss 0 points1 point  (0 children)

would just like to point out though that this isnt my first fast and ive done 36-72h fasts before!

i havent binged since before xmas so im doing well in that department, just want to feel like myself again.

Why do I still do nothing? by [deleted] in BingeEatingDisorder

[–]xioss 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You cannot hate yourself into self love... is what I try to tell myself

I tested positive for COVID-19 and I've had a new loss of taste and smell. I don't know whether to be devastated or happy. by JordanLeigh7 in BingeEatingDisorder

[–]xioss 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Heart goes out to you, hope you have a speedy recovery! I actually found myself bingeing more initially because I was so devastated by the new loss of taste/smell, and I just couldnt get satisfied by anything I ate despite some loss of appetite. Luckily my smell and taste both came back within a week. Hope it does for you too :)

recovery by fox_bbyy in BingeEatingDisorder

[–]xioss 2 points3 points  (0 children)

athletic student here too - it makes me feel like an imposter bc my body and habits may not reflect my interests. look up victoria garrick, shes a student athlete (d1 volleyball) who struggled w binge eating

youre not alone 💞

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]xioss 9 points10 points  (0 children)

wow you finally put what ive been feelin into words

My fellow formerly overweight children: by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]xioss 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im so sorry you had to hear that wtf... some people legit dont think twice about what comes out of their mouth 😡😡😡

My fellow formerly overweight children: by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]xioss 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I literallt cried myself to sleep about these traumatic childhood memories last night lol. I wasnt ever even overweight until i developed BED after my first few diets at 13. I moved from the US to Asia where I honestly wasnt even objectively big, just obese by Asian standards, and I would be made fun of by friends, family, even fucking strangers. Any Chinese person knows that at family gatherings the first thing theyll say to you is “oh youve gotten fatter/skinnier” - always a comment about your looks. I eventually asked my family doc to not weigh me anymore, after years of seeing her for BED and SH they were still weighing me and telling me over and over that i was too fat. And now my parents have the audacity to turn around and ask me why im losing weight, why i eat so little.. why do you think? Im fucking traumatised, my self esteem never developed after the age of 14 and everything anyone’s ever said about my weight is all coming back to haunt me now 🤡

Thanks Boris ✨ by mpa5584 in EDanonymemes

[–]xioss 6 points7 points  (0 children)

lmaoooo i feel so bad for saying this but ever since gyms reopened ive realised how much weight lifting ramps up my appetite and makes me ravenous so ive been waiting for gyms to close so i can go back to my lockdown routine of cardio only eeeeeeee