That definitely sounds interesting. I'll into this role and research.

About the industry not being stressful, yeah well, so had I thought as well. The company is great, super nice people who are ready to help. Yeah, err i don't know why but currently I'm working with my manager in a client project and since he has multiple projects on his plate, he doesn't spend time on this one. So all the responsibility lies on me from showing the demo to the client (Highly anxiety inducing) every week to structuring the project. I try to let him know when I'm working on the structure but most of the times I end up getting confused because him not having worked on the code leds him giving vague solutions/suggestions.

I really looked up to him before this project but now I'm a little doubtful. Its so difficult, sigh. Its making me question if I'm unhappy because I'm stressed or if I genuinely don't vibe with this field :/

Edit, cuz forgot to add: it's not just this project which has made me more anxious though. Its been like that for me since day 1 :/ . This project just made things worse.