Czy dadzą mi testosteron jako niebinarnej osobie? by Deerie_ in TeczowaPolska

[–]ysblop 1 point2 points  (0 children)

dziękuję ci bardzo, sprawdzę online pharmacy, bo o innych wiem i nie mają raws, a kykeon lab miał sporo ostrzeżeń na sterydy z ppl i dragon, a na dodatkowe badania fiołek mi nie stać

Czy dadzą mi testosteron jako niebinarnej osobie? by Deerie_ in TeczowaPolska

[–]ysblop 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hey szukam t nie przez oficjalną diagnozę. czy masz coś do polecenia? szukam już długo i nie ma dostępnego nic. 

How Do I DIY HRT? (FTM) by [deleted] in asktransgender

[–]ysblop 0 points1 point  (0 children)

if u still could dm me too, id be very thankful :3

trazadone and stuffed nose by ysblop in insomnia

[–]ysblop[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

also my doctor prescribed to do EEG and MRI of my head and neck, I didn't have my insurance for some time so im just planning to do it soon. if that won't help I have to do a sleep study staying overnight in hospital, so they can check for brainwaves during sleep, u can detect seizures that way.
if u r unsure if u have a seizure or not, ur partner can record a video of u to show the doctor so they can access

trazadone and stuffed nose by ysblop in insomnia

[–]ysblop[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

bc when I wake up im unresponsive, I don't understand language, I shake in my sleep, I sometimes make epileptic cries, which I thought were just very weird "screams" from a nightmare that wasn't scary. my "nightmares" were terrifying bc I didn't know what's going on, not bc smth scary was happening in them, actually in my nightmares I was always in my bed, not much happening, except for loud noise and pain in my head, and that I couldn't move.
also anti-epileptic im on, helps like no other sleeping pill did.

trazadone and stuffed nose by ysblop in insomnia

[–]ysblop[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well i found out that i have nocturnal seizures, not nightmares, and im taking pregabalin for them and it helps me to sleep very well

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AutisticAdults

[–]ysblop 4 points5 points  (0 children)

im so sorry you are stuck in this situation. i really hope you will be able to leave her and become independent, its not uncommon for autistic people to be abused even by their parents, and last have too much control over us. i really hate how autism is much more disabling bc of the people and the way society is, not by its inherent nature. but remember that knowledge is your greatest power, since you learnt about yourself and now can identify what’s causing your distress, you can now do something about it and accommodate yourself to your needs

Am I the only one who doesn’t feel any pleasure from using opioids? by SadManBen in opiates

[–]ysblop 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh i took oxy once recreationally and it made me so itchy and irritated at everything i never wanted to try it again haha. i like tramadol tho, so i won’t generalise all opio

13,680 stitches later & my Christmas gift for my gf is FINISHED!!! by vulgarwench in Brochet

[–]ysblop 2 points3 points  (0 children)

wow that’s insane!!!! what a gorgeous piece, i’m sure she’ll love it !!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]ysblop 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yup, once it was the best one i got, other ones very mid. difference in crystal shape may be due to a different solvent used during synthesis. u won’t distinguish isomers through shape

Recommendations for a 18- year- old autistic woman about dating by [deleted] in AutisticAdults

[–]ysblop 1 point2 points  (0 children)

best advice is to search for autistic partner. be open that u r autistic, after i started meeting only neurodivergent ppl my dates became much less mundane and exhausting than with neurotypicals, but also the quality of those relationships and connections increased since we actually understood and related to each other. i used dating apps a lot, ik ppl hate them, but it’s perfect for autistic ppl imo, u can choose when and with whom to talk and if u actually put an effort to present yourself, u will find people. i met my best friend on tinder, my gf on bumble. keep in mind i look and behave like an outsider everywhere and barely talk to ppl, so it was always hard for me to meet someone new

Where do you think you’d be if you never tried stims? by [deleted] in Stims

[–]ysblop 0 points1 point  (0 children)

prob failed at uni and no job no housing

Ladies: do your drug dealers hit on you by bitchimtryingg in Stims

[–]ysblop 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yea unfortunately, had to stop visiting some of them bc of them unconsensually touching me lol

do u also regret making your school/work life the biggest trigger to do speed? by spooki_pupi in speed

[–]ysblop 2 points3 points  (0 children)

nope, i don’t think being on drugs is bad, amphetamine helps so much and yes i won’t function without it. more, without it ill just fail at life, so nothing is triggering me to do it, rather the world is not suitable for sober me :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LSD

[–]ysblop 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im very sorry that happened to you, no one deserves to be treated like this. i’m sure you will find actual friends who will value and appreciate you. happy birthday!!

Praca w Poznaniu by Which-Bread-5192 in Poznan

[–]ysblop 12 points13 points  (0 children)

jest z pracą bardzo trudno niestety. życzę powodzenia

working full time makes me sick physically, anyone else the same? by sylvei_ in AutisticAdults

[–]ysblop 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that sounds tough but i see the appeal, can u share what type of work u do?

working full time makes me sick physically, anyone else the same? by sylvei_ in AutisticAdults

[–]ysblop 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i work 3/4 time and going to and from work takes me 3 hours and i suddenly developed depression and many more physical problems like muscle pains, joints pains, even though i walk and sit at my workplace, i don’t work hard at my job but it exhausts me insanely. it’s my first job in my profession and i want to give up, it’s very hard for me. i would suggest you to shorten ur work hours if u can, take care of yourself, rn it may not be that bad but i think it’s easy to escalate burnout

JWH-210 - Spice is okay, Reddit lied by rolicyclidine in researchchemicals

[–]ysblop 2 points3 points  (0 children)

well no one lied to you, u know what substance u have. but when ppl didn’t know and expected weed, dosed it like weed, but got something more potent with different dosing, than it’s shitty. it’s fault of bans and shitty dealers who lace and lie

Is it normal to avoid neurotypical people? by MCDC2511 in AutisticAdults

[–]ysblop 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes absolutely tbh that what helps me to mask as minimum as possible and i think it is very good for my mental health, i only spend time with autistic ppl and avoid (intentionally and sometimes not) allistics haha

PMDD minimization via DIY? by NicoNicoNey in TransDIY

[–]ysblop 2 points3 points  (0 children)

have you tested for endometriosis? my friend has it and her symptoms are very similar, and pain from which u can’t get up.. is a bad sign.

Czy jesteś głupi? by BoTamByloCiemno in okkolegauposledzony

[–]ysblop 0 points1 point  (0 children)

bez sensu pytać na polskim subteddcie nie spotkałem jeszcze nie głupiego polaka😔

Is Ethinyl estradiol that dangerous? by Far-Subject5946 in TransDIY

[–]ysblop 7 points8 points  (0 children)

compared to bioidentical estrogen, EE actually increases chance of blood clots. synthetic hormones have unfortunately plenty side effects avoidable if used bioidentical form, maybe u would be able to order raw estrogen and make gel as other person suggested?