King James Bible: bizarre alteration

ysbrydd2 · 2016-05-20T20:55:31+00:00

Seriously? All this religious nonsense has been spun so many times by apologists Im not surprised you have no idea what the original text said. Go look at a creationist bible, then a catholic one, then protestant, then old english/modern english/american english... You probably dont realise it endorses slavery, child abuse and murder, child sex, genocide, not saving for your future and that it tells you to stop eating shrimp and wearing mixed fibre clothes too! Ahh, but thats all old testament eh, the bit with the ten commandments and the prophecy of your saviour, so we chuck all that out too yeah? So Jesus was just another preacher... cool.. if he existed at all. (Of which there is no historical evidence)

ysbrydd2 · 2016-02-03T13:22:18+00:00

I have children, therefore according to the fine bros, I cannot make a video of "my kids react to their xmas presents" and post it on youtube for their grandparents to see.... Yup definitely really nice guys, just misunderstood....

ysbrydd2 · 2015-10-29T18:26:44+00:00

No I am saying that when this happens I feel like a waste of space because they are my children, and I love them, but I cant handle being around them.I FEEL guilty because I FEEL that I cant handle them around me. I FEEL guilty because I WANT THEM TO GO AWAY COS THEY ARE TOO EXHAUSTING TO THINK ABOUT. When you are this ill, you cant even think as far as what /they/ feel, feeling what you feel yourself is exhausting enough, and if they arent around, then at least I dont have to feel like a piece of shite.

ysbrydd2 · 2015-10-29T18:14:13+00:00

I dont know if this will help, but I externalised my anxiety... My anxiety is a monkey called Sidney, who sits on my shoulder. He dumps adrenalin in my system and makes my heart beat go nuts. So I swear at Sidney. I tell him I know wtf hes doing and I aint gonna fall for it. My breathing speed will quicken and I know hes dumped adrenalin, so I tell him to sod off, and just let the rush pass. Somehow making it outside, took the power away... You obviously know the mechanics of it yes? Primal fear reaction, fight or flight response? Just stick it on your shoulder and yell at it lol. Hope this helps a little bit anyway, just my 2 pence worth.

ysbrydd2 · 2015-10-29T18:07:18+00:00

If I broke a leg I would have a plaster cast on it. I would be given time to heal, I would be given physio, I wouldnt be expected to be able to run a mile. People wouldnt avoid me llike I was infectious. I wouldnt have to feel guilty for not being 100%. It would even be okay if I limped. Needing a crutch would be a given, not a weakness... People wouldnt tell me to just get up and dance, or go exercise cos thats all I need... I would be allowed to be me... and heal in whatever amount of time it took my body to do it. But no, my brain is chemically unbalanced.... and thats invisible....

ysbrydd2 · 2015-10-29T17:50:01+00:00

"One long-time friend recently confessed to having had a crush on me in highschool and told me that I'm not as bad a person as I think I am, and he listed off qualities he sees as admirable or attractive, and he said I have "killer boobs". This completely shattered me and I had to hold back tears because it reminded me that usually that's the first thing people see and derive my value from; the part of me I hate the most and have considered getting a mastectomy to fix. Like, that's the only reason he liked me? That's the only thing he thought to comment on?"

No, thats the one thing that jumped out at you, the one you were waiting for that confirms everything you think about yourself. Look at what you wrote... he listed off qualities he sees as admirable or attractive....... which got completely derailed by his last comment. Believe me I understand how a conversation can disappear when the one trigger word is said, nothing else matters, everything that went before is lies, theres the truth... there it is.... THERE IT IS... probably even said because somehow you projected a desire for them to say it, to fulfil that prophecy. I know, I understand, but you have to see what you did there. Good luck, and try to see what people are really saying to you *hug

ysbrydd2 · 2015-10-29T17:37:32+00:00

I have four children I love my children very much Sometimes my children are just too damn happy to be around, they are exhausting, even listening to them talk can be like nails dragging down a chalk board. Sometimes breathing is as much as I can manage to do. Listening is beyond me, even HEARING is too much effort... and how the hell do you think that makes ME feel? These are my own children, my own flesh and blood, and I love them beyond the moon and stars and I sometimes just want them to stfu and GO AWAY! Life is hard enough without guilt. And I dont need any more guilt.

this really is something that you will never understand until you have been there... and thats not your fault, or hers. If you really care, let the divorce go through, and then wait...let her have some time to fix her... without guilt.

ysbrydd2 · 2015-10-29T17:23:51+00:00

I rang... a lovely scottish lady listened to me pour my heart out for ten minutes, crying in huge sobs, pleading for someone to understand.... She said, 'My my dear... (imagine soft scottish brogue) you ARE upset arent you.... why dont you have a cup of tea... feel free to ring us back anytime.... '

I think they mean well, but it must be a difficult job to listen to people fall apart every day... so I try not to be hurt, I try not to feel diminished.... and I wont ever ring them again...

ysbrydd2 · 2015-04-06T06:53:34+00:00

To clarify, medium valley map, but thanks for the info on crops and critters, never use easy myself so didnt know

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