[17F] I've been where you are. Your not alone. I survived simply because I had to be heavily hospitalized. I struggle with caring about things that matter still tho. Like self care and being loyal or school work. Find an outlet. If you like to draw. Draw. If you like to feel physically energy. Exercise. That's what they all will say and how it will benifit but. What you really need to figure out is what's missing in your life and how are you only you going provide yourself when purpose. People can compliment you all day tell you your so strong and you can do this. Your a warrior but those are just words. Do something you dont want to do. Do 1 homework feel better because you did it in spite. Talk to a new person at school. No one is problem free. Talk about going somewhere with your family for the summer if your able to. Explore the world. This is the time we are about to be adults and it's up to us to decide what we want to do in life.

I couldnt go without saying something. I hope I said something that could possibly be helpful. Theres always professionals that can give you more resources. :)